Two days of the weekends passed by so fast. There's no time for me to rest at all. All I've done is locking myself in my room and stare at the ceiling. I feel so weak and numb. I have no feelings.
My face looks so pale and worn out. Well what can I do. I get ready early in the actual fact that I wasn't even sleeping this whole time and walk alone to school.
As I arrived, nobody's in the class yet. I put my head on the table and look out the window. Feeling so so tired. Mostly tired of life.
"Oh, Haeyoung you're early for once huh?" I hear Jungkook's voice. He's laughing at that "joke" he made. Yeah yeah funny, but I have no intention to laugh right now. I smile at him before turning my head towards the window back. I hope the smile doesn't seem as fake as it it.
"Hey uhhh...are you alright?"
*Jungkook's POV*
"Hey uhhh...are you alright?" I ask her. Why do I feel bad? Was my joke too much?
So I've been on this school for almost a month now. Yes, I do admit I'm a little bit of a playboy. I've changed. Well, a little bit...kinda. But, if you look at it in the positive way, I'm just being social with the girls you know? With maybe a flirting but like...
Whatever.
All these weeks, it has been really fun befriending with Haeyoung. She made me feel happy. It sounds like nothing but just...I don't know. I've never felt this way before with any other girls before. Just how innocent she is. And how nice she is. The way she treat me and talk to me. She's just so nice and kinda cute too.
But today she's ignoring me. Why?
"Haeyoung-ah" I say as I try to touch her hand....what? Why's my hand shaking so much?
"Are-" I sigh.
"Why are you like this? Why are you ignoring me? Is it me? I'm sorry"
"No, it's not you Jungkook" she finally lift her head up to me. Her face...looks so pale. Her eyes are puffy and she looks so tired. What happened to her?
"Haeyoung-ah what's wrong?" I hurriedly sit down on my seat and look at her straight in the eyes.
"I just....it's nothing"
"No, tell me what is it?"
"I....can't Jungkook, I can't" She say. And with that she ran out of the class leaving me alone.
"Haeyoung wait!" I say and try to chase after her but she ran straight into the girls toilet. I can't do anything because I obviously can't enter the toilet.
