"I'll take care of him, with all I've got to give. Like he's my own son. I promise you. In the name of our friendship."
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I was left in questions.
He called.
Taehyung called me.
But right then, he hung up.
Somethings wrong. I can tell. There's something wrong. Something I'm not aware of. And I need to know what it's about.
I wait. Alone in the classroom. I had came extra early today. Hoping that at least one of them, either Jungkook or Taehyung would've came to school. Because I really need to know what really is going on between them. I've been waiting for so long and it's killing me. Everyday, it felt like thousands of needles are being poked onto my heart non stop. How can this took such turn? Was accepting V not the best decision after all? Should I just have left him hanging in the first place? Hell, we should have never met. I could've went to a different school. But this! Gosh, I'm not sure what this has come to. I hope it's just me overthinking and overanalyzing everything.
The story about their fight has since cooled down a bit. You know, rumors at school, they're child plays that doesn't usually lasts that long. Everyone proably thought the two boys already exchanged schools if anything. After all, both their parents could make that possible in a blink of an eye.
I came back from school with a series of texts notifications. I don't really like the idea of bringing phones to school in general, not that I'm trying to sound like that one straight kid who obeys every single one of the schools rules.
A slight gasp managed to escape from my mouth.
Those texts are from Taehyung.
"I'm sorry"
"I'm sorry that I'm such a loser"
"I'm sorry that I even thought of such dream of having you. As mine. When I know I can't have you. I can't handle you. You didn't do anything wrong though. It was me. All along.
"I who wasn't aware of where I'm at. Wasn't aware of my impefections. I was Far from your sight, nor your level."
"I'm just so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for existing. I'm sorry for being in your life, disturbing the pure peace of it. I will go now. It was such a blessing meeting you, admiring you, and being with you. I hope you too, enjoyed our moments together, while it lasted"
"You still remember us studying at your restaurant right? The food was amazing and thank you for always treating me free foods. There might be something wating for you there. I hope you'd accept it, with an open heart. I think this is the best, for me, for you, for us."
"I know I've already had so many to ask, but my final wish is that you would, take care of my brother, Jungkook for me.
Tears started pooling in my eyes as I read his texts. What does he mean? Is he leaving me? But why? Where? And Jungkook is... his brother?
No way... they looked nothing alike. How can this be possible?
Right then, I heard noises coming from downstairs, without thinking further I ran down the stairs to the restaurant. The door was opened. In fear, I reach for the keys and locked it as fast as I can.
"M-mom?" Is she home? Who was at the door? Why didn't she lock back the door?
Then is when I realised the presence of a white box on the exact table V and I used to sit and study together. I wanted to get to it but my limbs are froze. I'm scared of what was going to be in there. I knew the box was from him.
Gathering all my courage, I opened it. There's photographs of me that I didn't even knew existed. Drawings of me that I've never seen before and drawings that I gave to him. Did he not like it? Why is he returning everything back to me? Is this...how he wanted us to end?
Under all the photographs, lies a beautiful red velvet box. To my surprise, a gorgeous ring was in it. But why?
Alongside it was an envelope with a handwritten letter inside. Carefully reading the letter, my body shivers and my breath hitched as I started to cry again.
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~sorry but this book is currently still on hold¡~
Next chapter will be the letter ✨
