Thomas Sanders Sides One-shots

I'm Not Evil (Part 2)

Logan sat at his desk not particularly paying attention to what was on his computer screen because he was lost in thought about what had happened with Patton earlier. He had never felt that sensation before.

It frustrated him that he didn't understand what he was feeling but he knew it had something to do with Patton because whenever he was around Logan would start feeling strange.

Suddenly the door was thrown open and Anxiety stood there, a determined look on his face.

"you and me need to have a little chat." he said in what seemed to be an angry voice.

Logan thought hard but couldn't think of anything he'd done or said that'd make him the object of Anxietys wrath. "what about?" he asked, taking careful note of the agitated fidgeting of the younger trait.

"I know what happened between you and Patton." Anxiety said and Logans jaw dropped in horror. How did he know? Had Patton told him? He shook his head and focused on getting information.

"what are you planning on doing with that information?" he asked, hoping this was another sarcastic joke that he didn't understand.

Anxiety gave him a sinister smirk and pulled out his phone. "I very much doubt you'd want this video going online." he pressed play and the look on Logans face almost made him laugh but he held it together.

"keep your silence if an embarrassing video of me is ever to surface and I'll keep this a secret between me and you but if you don't hold your end of the deal I might just accidentally send this to all my twitter and Tumblr followers who will in turn upload it to YouTube where thousands of people will see it. "

Logan loosened his tie a bit and for once hoped that Patton had been there to make the decision because logic wasn't working for him in this situation.

"OK fine, deal." Logan said, still unsure what was going on and annoyed that he didn't understand.

Anxiety left his room and Logan ran a hand through his hair, was that what he should have done or would Patton have not minded the video getting out? He hated emotions, they always complicated things.

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I walked away from Logans room feeling disgusted with myself. I was in shock that I'd managed to go through with that.

I shut myself in my room again and started to berate myself.

"what's wrong with you? How could you stoop that low? You're a terrible person!" I hissed at myself, almost shouting towards the end while staring at my reflection.

The amount of self-loathing I had in that moment urged me to punch the mirror but I resisted, not willing to break my only mirror.

I needed to calm down so I could be on my guard when Roman used my conversation with Thomas against me. But would he really do that? Especially after the apology he gave me that seemed so genuine.

I collapsed onto my bed and struggled to organise my thoughts into making some kind of sense.

Roman apologised but also saw me while I was weak. Past experiences would usually make me say he's trying to lull me into a false sense of security. However this time I'm not sure. The apology seemed genuine and he was nervous.

I was interrupted by a knock in the door and I gulped nervously. Was it Roman coming to make fun of me? Or maybe it was Patton or Logan demanding I delete the video.

I ignored the door and hid under my duvet, trying to escape my wild thoughts.

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