A book about the ups and downs of whatever is happening, and a places for me to show you my pictures ? if any parts are perhaps triggering, there I'll be a warning at the beginning of the chapter with ⚠️ so you can just skip past x
It's been a pretty crazy few days, I don't know, just thought I ought to share. Okay so, uniform shopping. Absolute hell. Where I've lost weight- my skirt doesn't fit, but what fits around my waist is too short because they don't see the skirts proportionally. Also, a skirt? No thanks 😬
Also, dentist checkups, and then to the orthodontist the next day, and then back to the dentist to collect some of those little Christmas tree brushes (well, that's what I call them- they're actually interdental brushes, but they are more like Christmas trees so fuck it. Only4 months until Christmas 😍) for my brackets, and then back to the orthodontist because my bracket snapped off. Wonderful 😅 I am in so much pain 😭😭 but- I got a really nice set of ligatures this time- so I'm pleased. Especially with the colour. I'll add a picture of the toothbrushes, I'm shit at explaining.
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And then, preparing folders, box, stationary, supplies, etc- all ready for the next school year. The only thing is that I have a massive school bag to fit EVERYTHING in. It works amazingly well- but everyone has such stylish and light bags.
I also need to get planning, eating, medication, targets, efficiency all under control and as 'normal' as I can get them.
Also- not too bad, but I got a haircut today. It's too the length of just below my collar bones. I would have loved to get it shorter but A) I need to be able to style it for dance B) I genuinely fancied it slightly longer this time C) I don't pass very well- and having a haircut would help; but I'm not sure parents would appreciate it if I just got it short suddenly. Plus, I'm scared if it looks horrible. Sometimes shorter haircuts can make people look larger and I don't need to be any more fat than the whale that I already am.
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Tbh I looks so dead and tired, a lot has been on my mind recently. I'm ready to move on in preparation for the next set of academic challenges with close friends who are genuinely supportive, But toxic people and negative situations can't seem to leave me. I mean, I'm not entirely sure anymore, but I think ~personally~ it's better to have 3 close friends rather than many people who are merely acquaintances. Let's see what happens- I'm just lucky to be friends with people who truly understand.
Also, another ~slightly odd~ thing to mention, I don't want to be bothered by people begging for my stationary, using it all up, wasting it, and then not expecting me to get mad 😂 seems petty but it's another pet peeve of mine. In additionnnnnnnn plz please plzzzz chew some gum, pop a breath mint, or brush your teeth 😂😭😅😰. No further comments.
