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Escape

• Edwin Honoret •

- Edwin -

I catch her with someone else cheating on me. I forgave her believing she won't do it again.

But she did it again.

She tells me how she was cheated on and been hurt by others but now she's hurting me and my heart.

I never thought I still want her. She was great in the beginning of our relationship. It's still strange how I still want to love someone who is better by themselves.

I hate myself for making myself crazy for her. But I don't want her to think that my love for her is in vain.

But I can't make her lose herself looking for me and I can't her make me her everything.

I step up to her coming from behind seeing her sit at the edge of our use to be shared bed with another guy in the bed.

She looks behind and looks at me while I'm holding in my tears and I shook my head.

"What do you want from me Edwin I keep hurting you why are you still here?" She said looking away from me

"I just " I took a deep breath

"Can we just escape together y/n you and me forever" I said as she shakes her head no.

I frowned and nodded as my heart broke then walked out and walked around the block as it started to rain.

Watching her afar scared to say anything scared to loose her but who I'm I kidding I lost her when she first cheated on me.

I just want to escape. Me and her forever but it won't happen.