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let us be

• edwin honoret •

-edwin's pov-

i looked at the guys telling me how y'n was bad for me and how much she will destroy this band and how she wasn't supportive of me and my decisions and is too controlling and just not right for me. They tell me that she is the worst girl I have ever dated and the fans say the same thing, sending me stuff that she had done and said wrong in the past. 

"she's bad news" said Zion and everyone nodding their heads agreeing 

I shook my head as I leave the room where the boys were and I walked out and straight into my room, I had enough when they said that I had to choose between the band or y/n and I just couldn't y'n would never let me choose between her or the band she knows that this band is my dream. 

I start to feel tears of sadness fill up my eyes and then drop to my hands and down my cheeks and went on live and than sniffles as I see more and more fans coming onto my live and I looked at them as the views increase and I took a deep breath. And I shook my head as they asked if I was okay and I broke down more and shook my head.

"No I'm not okay" I said as I take a deep breath in and out and I spoke again.

"Have you ever fell in love with someone so much? She is everything you ever wanted and more, but it seems that she can't be accepted by the people you love for some reason. Could it be all the time I'm away with her? or could it be something they see or something they've heard?" I said as I looked at them and my door was wide open not caring if the guys heard me.

"But I know that she loves me, but I don't see nothing wrong with her at all. Everyone say she is bad news they say 'how can I love her?' or 'what do you see in her that keeps you so close?' or 'does she provide for you?' or 'would you know if she lied to you?' please tell me they say and then they say it's only cause they care." I said as I look back and see Nick and Austin standing by the door and I looked away not caring and continued,

"Well here's why she has been there for me, more than I've asked her too, she chooses to stay with me and love me despite of my past but I guess that doesn't care." I shake my head as I already had texted y/n about what the boys told and I broke down as I seen her text me what she texted. And I broke down some more and I ended my live as I grabbed it and open the message and I sigh as I had looked at Austin and Nick and I shook my head. 

"I hope you guys are happy" I said as I left my phone on the bed and walked out my room and out straight to the patio.

-Narrator POV-

Austin and Nick moved out the way for Edwin and then approach Edwin's phone that is open and seen the screen was left opened on y/n text that she had sent a long paragraph.

She said: 'It's going to be okay, eddy I know that the boys don't like me or the fans either but if they are going to let you choose between me or the band, well im going to choose for you because you will stay with the band and you will live your dream out and for now eddy let's just be friends instead of boyfriend and girlfriend maybe it's better that way. i love you eddy so much and i thank you for the memories that we had together i will never forget it and im going to miss you each and everyday. goodbye eddy"

Austin and Nick both looked at each other feeling guilty and then they left Edwin's phone as they walk to Zion and Brandon telling them the news and Zion and Brandon shrugged it off not caring.

It has been days and weeks and months and years had past since the breakup and the boys have been growing more and more the boys have been happy for their success and edwin had moved onto dating tiffany and he was happy. (sort of) 

Edwin has been more disconnected with the boys and only act the way he acts in public so no one can question him if he is okay. He fake smiles no matter where he goes and fake smiles with his current girlfriend. 

Till this day edwin still thinks of y/n and his love for her grew more each and everyday because he couldn't let her go, he couldn't let go of her memories and the love he has for her. 

And for y/n she has become a famous youtuber a very well known. Known for her singing and for her shows on Youtube Original but for this girl she had moved on and is dating the famous Grayson Dolan.