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missing you crazy

• zion kuwonu •

- zion's pov -

Y/n looks at me as I was sitting on our shared bed wearing nothing but shorts. I hunched over as my hands were in my face and I look up at her as she has a mad look but a sad face and I shook my head as  I scoff while breaking the 4 minute silence.

"We both lied, we both cheat" I said as I shook my head and I looked up at her while she furrowed her eyebrows and then she sat  down on the  chair that was in front of her mirror dresser. And I watch her as she shook her head and then takes a deep breath and sighs as she has her hand on her face wiping her cheeks. 

She kept shaking her head as I watched her get up and walked into our shared walked in closet. And walked out with a duffel bag in hand and a handful of clothes as she has tears running down her cheeks. As she stopped for a brief moment and sits beside me as she looks up the ceiling and than at me.

"You lied to me, I tell you what's not true" I continued as I looked at her and she shook her head some more. "No, Zion you lied and you cheated" she said as she looks at me and more tears ran down her cheeks. 

I scoffed and I looked at her as I stood up and yelled at her. "why are you lying to me?" I yelled at her as she stayed calm and she looks at me as she turns on the tv. Showing me on the tv on the news with me sitting in the club with all the girls all over me and walking out the club with two around my arms.

She looks at me and sighed as more and more tears well up in her eyes and pure sadness were just on her face. "Don't give me that 'we both lied and cheat' crap because YOU cheated and YOU lied to me and I stayed here in our home waiting for you to come home to me and spend the night with me and top spend the day but no all I get is 'sorry babe I need to get in the studio and record' or ' sorry babe I'm staying in late night' and I stay home watch tv and than one night I look at the news and see the news saying 'Famous band member Zion Kuwonu seen leaving the bar with two unknown girls'" 

I looked at the tv as I looked at her with an apologetic look and watched her as she stood up again and started to pack some more of her clothes. "Wait y/n please stop-" I tried to grab her arm but she yanked her arm away and than puts the duffel string bag on her shoulder and she looks at me and shook her head.

"I already talked to the rest of the boys they told me that they never see you there and when you are there, you just leave and then disappear" She said as she take a deep breath and wipes her eyes.

"I need some time Zion, I can't keep getting hurt while you go out every night and sleep with other girls while I wait for you at home, faithfully. I need time away from you and to heal myself Zion, we need to break up and that's final. I'm sorry" y/n said as she walks out our room and she make sher way downstairs to the door and I ran before she could open the door and I was on my knees looking up at her. 

"Please y/n I'm sorry it would never happen again please don't leave me here alone. I promise that I will change and I will be a better man please y/n don't leave me" She looks down at me and she shook her head as she moves me away from the door and she was out the door.

I sat there as I cried my eyes out wanting y/n to come back more than ever.

y/n i'm missing you like crazy right now.