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Bitter

• Brandon Arreaga •

~ y/n ~

Before me and Brandon began I thought I knew love and that I never knew love till now. And before we began I always got let down, I just couldn't let go. I just wish I could  somehow.

Instead of saying 'leave me alone' I would say 'don't go'. Instead of going out with my friends I would stay home.

I see him walking with his new girl happy and smiling with her. I forgot her name I think it's Charrolette. But seeing him with his new girl and knowing that he doesn't love me anymore just makes me so bitter. 

Cause I know I had him and now that she has him. I know that he loves her. That could've been me. Yeah I am just so bitter.
Sitting alone in my big empty home when I should've been with him.  But she isn't me.

I still remember the day when he was always around I always pushed him away and I remember when he told he was leaving me. I wish that I knew what I know now then.

I should've never said leave me alone, I wished I said don't go. Instead of always going out I would stay home. But he doesn't know how I feel when I see him out with his new girl and knowing that he doesn't love me anymore just makes me so.

Bitter.

Should've, could've, would've but didn't. Now that he's gone and now I know what am I missing I know I can't fix it. I'm feeling broken inside hoping that one day he could see me and maybe we could start it all over again.

Start all over again.