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In my feelings

• Edwin Honoret •

~ y/n ~

Damn why does he got me obsessed with him. Why he go me wasting time laying next to him. Why does he say "come over".

So I can just watch him stare at his phone all day long. Don't know why I expect him to give me more attention, affection and love.

He's like a damn drug, never enough can't take his high though. I need a new plug. But he got me bent got me way too messed up.

And I don't know why I'm even still here can't shake it off. I've been here for years on top of years.

And I am ready to be off of him. I'll admit I just might be stuck on him.

If it isn't love. Then why do I pick up my phone everytime that he calls? Why do I feel this way?

Guess I'm in my feelings. Why do I let him give half and I give him my all. Shit fucc this I'm out.

"I'm done with you" I said as I gave him the key to our shared apartment.

He doesn't pay attention as he just focuses on his phone and nods and says mhm.

I shook my head and I grabbed my suitcase and packed my stuff as I walked past him and I can see from the corner of my eye he looks at me.

"Where are you going?" He said

I looked at him as I took off the promise ring and thrown it at him.

"Why should I let you give me half and I give my all to you?" I said as I open the door and walk out than slam the door behind me.

I'm in my feelings.