prettymuch

Lost pt 3

• Nick Mara •

~ y/n ~

I walked out with the help of my brother and the other guys following behind us.

I was sad I was going some place dark. The one thing me and Nick wanted was gone. I lost my child.

We made it to the car and I see Nick in the back sitting there waiting for us. He looks at me with bug red puffy eyes.

I frown as I climbed in sitting not next to him. He was about to sit next to me till Edwin quickly got in and sat next to me.

I wasn't in the state to tell Edwin not to be rude. Actually I wasn't in the state to talk to anyone or to eat or even to survive.

When we went to the hospital it was bright outside and now it's like the world knows something is wrong and so it got dark and started to rain.

I walked into me and Nick's room I looked around and seen pictures of me and him.

I frown as I just walked straight to our bed and laid there in silence in sadness as I looked out the window watching the water drop one by one.

I heard the door open then close as I felt the bed drop and a arm wrapped around me and a sniffle coming from behind me.

He kisses my neck and pulls me closer to him as I watch the rain fall her stay there laying beside me softly crying.

I turned around facing him looking into his red eyes I frowned and he does the same.

"Baby I am sorry jealousy clouded my judgment instead of asking you I got jealous and not listen to you please forgive me" he says

I looked down away from him. He pulls away as he lays me on my back and is now on top of me lifted my shirt up to my chest.

He kisses my stomach as he cries a little more and I feel his tears on my stomach.

"And you my little girl or boy please forgive daddy I didn't mean too I know I killed you I am so sorry I was stupid and I hurt you and mommy. Daddy is bad daddy doesnt deserve mommy" he says as I looked down at him.

He kisses my stomach again and I ran my fingers through his hair and he looks up at me and my hand lands on his cheek as he sniffles and closes his eyes.

He lays beside me as I face him and he faces me. We lay in silence for a moment listening to he rain hitting the window.

Listening to the rain that becomes into a storm of thunders.

"I love you" he says

"I love you too next time ask instead of going straight to rage" I say as he pulls me closer and nodding