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how you gonna

• Zion Kuwonu •

《 y/n pov 》

If I could go back to the day we met
I would probably do it all over again and I would choose not to be his friend.

when he ask me, I'd just say I got a man, it wouldn't be no dates, it would be no staying late, at my house, it would be no watching movies on my couch.

shit went left, and now I'm just trying to figure out.

said "You'd always be my baby" then he bounced

"How you gonna up and leave like that?when I gave you all I had I gave you the real me. Told you all my feelings and you gonna turn around and front like you don't feel me" I said to him drunkly when I saw him at a party.

I put that on my life that I ain't see this coming. opened up my heart I should've never let him come in.

"but I wish you well though
That's all I could tell you
Maybe in your next life you'll find everything you wanted" I said as he walks away and I yelled to him.

I walked away from the crowded place taking my drunk self to the pool. I never thought that loving him would cause me pain. I'll never put a man before myself again. he shoulda told me that you was uncertain.

"This ain't what I wanted, this ain't working." is what he could be said but nope he just drops everything we had and leave.

he was dead ass my baby, loved the shit out of you crazy, shit is crazy how you could just turn around and try to play me.

I see Zion in the corner of my eye as I looked away from his direction and drinking someone else's beer.

"boy, I know that we been going through some things. but just keep it real is all I'm saying." I said

"I was the one loving you
I was the one cuffing you
Call me when you need me
I was the one coming through
Why didn't you believe in us?
How come you just couldn't love?
It wasn't that you didn't care
You just wasn't good at love enough"

I said those words and I stood up and with tears falling from my cheeks I walked out leaving him alone.

《 narrators pov 》

would you say the same thing?