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All I ask

• Zion Kuwonu •

~ y/n pov ~

"I will leave my heart at the door. I won't say a word they've all been said before." Zion says as he had grabbed my arm stopping from leaving him.

I shake my head at him and jerked my arm away from his grip and I frown for he cheated on me again after he promised me he won't do it again. I looked away from him starting to walk away and to the door.

"So why don't we just play pretend like we're not scared of what's coming next or scared of having nothing left" he says as he quickly walks in front of me standing front of me and the door.

I looked down at the door not looking at the face of the man I still love the man I have fallen in love with and can't help myself to love him. He lifts my head up with a finger making me look at him and I frown at him as he looks at me with sad eyes.

"Look, don't get me wrong. I know there is no tomorrow. All I ask" he says

I move my head away from his direction and walk away from him to the chair that sits in our room and I sit down not looking at him.

"If this is my last night with you. Hold me like I'm more than just a friend. Give me a memory I can use.  Take me by the hand"

He holds his hand out for me and I look at it as I look up at him and I take his hand as he pulls me up to stand and pulls me close to his chest and he sways.

"While we do what lovers do. It matters how this ends. Cause what if I never love again?"

~ zions pov ~

As I held her close to my chest swaying side to side and breathing in her scent making her stay with me a little longer.

"I don't need your honesty it's already in your eyes." Y/n says as she pulls away looking directly into my eyes and sadness is all over her face.

"And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me. No one knows me like you do and since you're the only one that matters tell me who do I run to?" She says as her one hand in on my chest and the other hand holding mine.

"Look don't get me wrong. I know there is no tomorrow. All I  ask is. If this is my last night with you hold me like I'm more than just a friend." She looks at me and I nodded kissing her forehead.

"Give me a memory I can use take my by the hand as we do what lovers do" she says as I take both her hand and her forehead against my lips.

"Let this be our lesson in love let this be the way we remember each other I don't want to be cruel or vicious and I ain't asking for forgiveness." I say as I she moves her head looking up at me in the eyes and she nods.

I lean in close to her beautiful face and carress her face with my thumb and lean in to kiss her softly and passionately.  Than I pull away with the final words she says to me.

"What if I never love again?"