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You should be here

• Nick Mara •

~ y/n ~

I'm looking right at him sitting across from him in our restaurant sitting in our booth.

But he's not here well he here physically but not mentally.

I'm seeing right passed him, but it seem he is well aware. Like I said his body is here.

But his mind is somewhere else.

So far gone and he thinks I can't tell. I can tell I have noticed for a long time.

He thinks I can't tell that he's been disconnected, he pulls away and I miss his presence.

I always tell him.

"You should be here"

Don't know where he went but he's lost now. Don't know where he went but he's gone. I just don't know anymore.

We walk home together as we went into our shared room. We cuddle and he pulls me close like usual.

My head on his chest but his heart is so quiet. We use to talk all night long but now we lay in silence.

His arms around me but his soul is somewhere else, gone so long. I know him so well.

I know that he is my everything that I have ever dreamed of and I hoped that our love has a happy ending.

He should be here with me. But he's lost and so far gone.He falls asleep as I look up at him and frowning a little.

"You should be here right here"