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Maybe I should call

• Edwin Honoret •

Y/n POV

It use to be me and Edwin just us against this world. Until that day he told what he did and what is happening. I was happy that it was just me and him and we ain't got no problems but now that he told me this news. It was like a big bomb just dropped on my world. On our world.

*flashback*

"Y/n I'm sorry but I have to end this and I have to go and take care of my child I hope you understand" Edwin says as he walks out the door with all of his clothes packed into one bug suitcase.

*flashback end*

His ex-girlfriend was having a child that I should be carrying, I should be the one carrying his child. But I'll be damn if he gets married to her.

Sometimes I want to text him "how is the baby?" or "how are you adjusting?". But I don't I should be focused on something else not this or him.

But these nights are the coldest. Bust sometimes I wish if he would every let her go and just come back to me, I don't know. I ask sometimes "will you ever put me first?" I hope but it's hopeless.

I want him back. I love him so much. Maybe I should call? but I don't.