My poems, the sad reality of my life

Support system

Hey there guys, so this poems here is a poem about how I feel, so as mentioned in my previous poem the populars, I'm pretty much a loner. I hang out with other people that are loners, like me, but I am pretty much the support system of our little group since a few of my friends suffer from depression, and I'm always the one to resolve any conflicts going on also, anyways, I spend allot of my time helping and supporting them, but since they're fighting their own battles, when I need someone, there's no one to support me, so with that here's my new poem, Support system.

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Support system,

Breaking down

From all the effort

Of reversing frowns

They have me,

But who have I?

I'm lost in a place,

Where no one sees me cry

Bubbly, happy, energetic, full of life.

All things I used to be

And now,

Look at me

I'm a mess,

Sprawled on the floor

all I can do

Is hope for more

Last year was the best,

Full of True friends, true happiness

Today, I lay on a bed of lies

For I have turned into a mess

The pressure is starting to break me,

Constantly having to be ready

To help those In need

While keeping my life steady

They say its hard,

They don't even know

That the ones with the most pain,

Don't even let it show

I'm a support system,

Breaking down

Constantly trying to

Reverse frowns

They have me,

But who have I?

I'm lost in a place,

Where people lie.

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So there you have it!

my second poem "support system"

Thank you so much to anyone who has read these poems, I know it's not much but it's nice to have that reassurance that someone, somewhere likes your work.

So please, if you've read this, leave me a comment, tell me what you think, have any ideas for future poems?

And thanks again for reading!:) ;)

~ Jesserocerous