My poems, the sad reality of my life

All because of a Hello

Time is stuck,

An endless void,

Like a sad song caught on shuffle,

If only I had know, It would've been easy to avoid.

Two events collide

Creating misery, pain, a touch of heartbreak

Monday,

it used to be okay.

Bullying.

It happens everyday,

Every second

Yet the pain doesn't seem to fade.

I'm lucky,

I think to myself.

I'm lucky

That girls are experts at faking.

I fake a smile,

Look them I'm the eye,

I lie and say

That I'm okay.

But I'm not,

This is the story of the boy who left the girl,

Where there is no happy ending,

She loves him with all her heart,

But his feelings, they faded to grey,

Until suddenly, disappearing entirely.

And She, the bully,

She didn't help,

She only brought on to the pain.

She only made it worse.

She only made the poor girl die inside.

He left her, me

And the bullies found it comedic.

I wasn't good enough, and they laughed.

So I walk to class,

Faking a smile.

They were wrong,

They have to be wrong,

Or else what's the point?

I'm in a sea of emotions,

Whirling around like the clothes in a washing machine

Trapped in this other world,

Where of the people who hurt me,

I am constantly reminded.

He left the girl because he lost interest.

The girl, she tries,

But his eyes, they're too calming.

His smile too charming.

His laugh to sexy.

In his mind she's "just a friend"

But she's gone mad for him,

And all because of a

Hello.

I'm sorry guys if I don't post anything new for a while, I'm a little of a lot heartbroken right now and I just need to figure out what's going on because I just can't let him go. meanwhile I'm also hated by half my class for a comment I made against someone while talking to one of my friends and the rumour spread and now that person and all her friends hate me and bully me, so yeah, I've just lost a lot of motivation right now, I hope you guys understand :/