My poems, the sad reality of my life

Wave goodbye

That face,

Those eyes

Those lips,

That smile.

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Everything I've been missin' for a while,

Time slows as he walks by,

Only to keep on going.

I try to stop him, but I'm now to shy.

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Tell me boy,

Are we waisting time?

Going round and round,

Relentlessly, Carelessly

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We're living on borrowed time,

So why do I feel like with you it never ends?

The sun suddenly shines brighter,

The world, a little bit larger

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As you left,

My heart, it shattered,

An endless mixture of pain and confusion,

What was wrong with me?

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For weeks on end that was the question in mind,

Was I too annoying?

Too open, too dumb?

All known by me was I was not good enough, but why?

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Time has passed,

Little healing has come to my heart,

But realisation is the key;

It was never me.

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Surely his sweet words, and nervous babble,

His crazy ideas, and constant smile,

His way of making everything okay,

That will all be missed.

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Thank you lover boy, for two months.

Two months of constant joy filling my heart,

It hurts to say it, I still cry,

But it's finally time,

To wave goodbye.

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