To be a princess
What a cliche dream,
I just want success,
but nothing is ever as It seems
We were those people,
the ones everyone wanted to be,
A couple, seemingly perfect,
But every picture can easily hide its flaws
Just as every couple, Every person,
Can hide their imperfections,
The things we hate,
That someone, somewhere is supposed to love
Will I ever get a fairytale ending?
A picture perfect scene
Where for one moment,
Everything is okay
I'm the girl who's hopelessly in love
With a boy; my boyfriend
Who acts as if I am merely a friend,
Upon the unspoken lines of his life
My heart aches
As I think of what must be done,
I simply can't go on
Pretending I don't care
Pretending that him ignoring me is ok
Pretending I don't die when he leaves without a goodbye
Pretending I don't feel insecure when he talks to the most beautiful of girls
Pretending I don't sit here waiting for my 10 seconds of heaven to be over, and have him just toss me aside like yesterday's meal that no one wants anymore.
Just pretend, I tell myself
But this isn't what life is about,
I'll suffer greatly without him,
But I think being with him is worst.
I always dreaded him leaving me,
Little did I know,
I'd be the one leaving him.
(A/N sorry for that, it was less of a poem and more of a rant on how lost I am right now, but thanks for reading anyways, I seriously love you guys, you're the best) and also thank you to @melinda_green your comments are always amazing and they really brighten up my days, so thanks for that:)
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My poems, the sad reality of my life
PoetryThese are poems written by me, I've been told that i'm a really good poet, so I wanted to be able to show some of my favourites to people, these poems all reflect on my life and feelings, so yeah, this is the first time I've done anything like this...
