Shawns POV (part 2)
I was settled into a peaceful sleep, more than comfortable snuggling into Eva who was wrapped around me, but then suddenly I'm woken up when I feel Eva snap out of my hold and screaming in frustration. My initial thought is what I've done wrong, my heart breaking, wanting her back in my arms, snapping me back to reality that she shouldn't have been there but at the same time I freak out, we are in the middle of no where, anyone could have come up and tried to harm Eva. I shoot straight up, feeling like a ninja ready to jump into action, ready to help Eva. At the same time I feel scared, confused, alarmed. I thought everything would be perfect instead Eva is sat next to me bawling her eyes out and the sight of it makes me jump into action.
"What's happened? Eva are you okay? Why are you crying? Honey? Who did it? Where did they go?" I question pulling her close to my chest, whilst I look around trying to find out if anyone was her. Avoiding asking her if it was me who made her like this. You would think I am hugging her tight to comfort her and protect her, and it is partially true but in all honesty I wanted her back in my arms the second she left. I'm selfish, I know but I guess liking someone this much does that to you.
Her sobs increase, becoming so much louder, sounding so much more painful for the second. Who the hell hurt her this much? I swear I would make them pay. The dampness of her tears starts to wet my shirt but I couldn't care less, and I can tell she's trying to answer my questions but every time she tries to reply she hiccups. Moments grow longer and my questions remain unanswered, but I don't focus on answers I know she will tell me when she's ready, instead I focus on cheering her up and start swaying us gently and stoking her back, breathing in her intoxicating scent, I can tell this seems to help because her cries quieten down and her breathing becomes slightly more even, but I can tell she's still upset, heartbroken in fact. Once her sobs have stopped, I sit us down and pull Eva onto my lap where she gladly sits cuddling into my chest, if she wasn't so upset I would laugh at the tiny hiccups leaving her mouth but knowing there's something wrong and I can't help her as of yet makes me grow upset, hating seeing her like this and at the same time angry with whoever did this.
"Eva, please tell me whats happened. Let me help you, please." I feel like I'm begging, but I can't take it any longer, I need to know what has happened.
"It's stupid," she says in a voice that's barely audible, making my heartbreak . Nothing she would ever tell me is stupid, and if her happiness is concerned currently it really doesn't matter.
"It's okay, I want to help you."
"I opened my phone to check the time and I had two messages- one from my best friend and one from Noah. He cheated on me," She tells me the whole story, my blood boiling with every word she utters. I knew Noah would do something as stupid as this, and right now I want nothing more than to punch him.
"Do you know who with?" I ask, not that it mattered but I guess I'm nosey.
"Lauren,"
Well. Damn.
"Oh duck," I say, not because I don't want to swear but because I know it would make her laugh- hopefully- and it becomes successful when a small giggle escapes her lips.
"You can swear you know,"
"If it had to be anyone, of course it was Lauren. I thought someone had come up here a tried to do something I don't know, I mean we are in the middle of no-where, oh god I'm rambling now. Eva I'm sorry, I mean I did think he was bad news but then now isn't the time for I told you so. Are you okay?"
"I'm great," she says throwing in sarcasm but from her face I can't tell she's away deep in thought. Her concentration face is adorable, her eyebrows cross together and her lips pour out looking so kissable. Shawn. Focus.
"What are you thinking of?" I ask pushing my thoughts aside and lifting her face up to look at me, wiping away the tears that escaped her eyes. Electricity flowing through my thumb.
"It was Lauren, I've seen pictures of her. She's gorgeous, probably everything I'm not. What was I even thinking? Guys like Noah don't go for girls like me, they go for girls like Lauren,"
"What do you mean that guys like Noah don't go for girls like you?" I feel angry, why can't she see how perfect she is? Beyond perfect in fact but for she is completely oblivious too it, either that or extremely overly modest!
"Girls like me? I'm not pretty I pretty much resemble a piece of trash thats been eaten and pooped out by a cat, my figure sucks, I'm not funny, I have no talents, everything about me is wrong. Anyone with good eyesight can tell you that," I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, saying everything I feel for her and everything I can see with her but my thoughts float about in my head in a jumbled mess, unable to fathom them together to make sense, to show her how amazing she really is. It's not just her looks although she is a model, a queen, a goddess and what I can't seem to figure out is how she can look in the mirror everyday and not see that. but about all she's beyond talented and funny and I could go on forever but I would once again be lost in my thoughts. Lost in Eva. She's running my thoughts wild and has no clue.
"Guys like Noah don't go for girls like you because they're stupid players, they lead you on and break your heart. They're not gentlemen what-so-ever. They don't go for girls like you because to them the qualities that you have such as your humour and kindness and sass and intelligence doesn't matter next to the first girl who'll give them a good night, in this case its Lauren. They don't go for girls like you Eva because Noah doesn't see pure perfection, but I do. You're perfect Eva, beyond perfect." I say pouring my heart out, the words coming out before I can even register them properly, I guess my idea of pushing her away becomes non-existent instead I can feel myself pulling her closer, quite literally because as she looks at me with her bewildered eyes, looked utterly dazed she had never looked so beautiful so I forget my thoughts and I don't think. I just pull her closer to me not giving her a chance to reply. Our faces become closer together until our foreheads touch, sending tingles down my spine and awakening every nerve. I feel myself get giddy as we slowly start to share the same air and as her eyes flutter shut I take it as my chance. I lower my lips down onto hers, colliding gently, perfectly, ever so slowly and ever so softly. Exactly how I had imagined it.
Perfect.
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HII guys, there will be one more part to Shawn's POV I think and then it will be back to Eva, thank you for reading!! Also thank you for 7K! Thats absolutely insane!! I love you all so so so much!
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