Chapter 18 Regret Part 1

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After Demi and Selena having a huge fight and ending up getting very heated and  it might destroy their friendship.

(Selena's  Pov)
After Demi left James yard and I slammed and then  when I walked in I started  crying very quietly so James won't hear me.  I feel horrible for everything I've done to Demi and her friends  especially  me trying to ruin the only relationship Demi ever felt happy in is with Nick and I should be happy for her not threatening  them that I  was going to tell on  them  that they were having serect love affairs and  whatever else they did together and if I did told them I wouldn't have any proof I guess I was jealous of Nick and Demi's  relationship I had to do something so I dated Demi's  abusive ex boyfriend James to get my mind off them for awhile.

I wish I could turn back time and think before I doing something like beating up one of Demi's friends like Sirah. I don't know why I just randomly beat up people is was only for protecting Demi but I don't think I need to help her anymore because she has Nick now and he can be her knight and shining armour or Prince charming but if they get married I don't want him to hurt her because Demi has been my best friend since kindergarten  and we are always there for each other until everything went down hill with me beating up her friends and Demi meeting Nick and falling in  love with him.

I don't want my friendship with Demi to end just because of my anger issues and  I feel like a idiot because of it.

I went upstairs to JAMES'S Bedroom to leave him no matter how romantic the date was or him taking my virginity it has to be another time when I can clear my mind.

■○■○■○■○■○○■○■IN JAMES'S BEDROOM  ■○■○■○○■

"Hi babe." Selena said as she walked over to James.

"What took you so long ?" James asked kissing Selena's neck.

"I had a fight with Demi that's all and I have to clear my head for a bit." Selena replied trying to remove James off her Neck.

"I'll clear your  mind, just relax ." James said as he removes Selena's bathrobe.

"James, James, James, stop it , stop  please." Selena replied as James started kissing her all over.

"Why do you need me to stop  ?" James asked stopping whatever he was doing.

"I don't think this isn't going to work out tonight let's try next weekend." Selena replied as she picked up her clothes that James removed  off her before Demi came.

"I thought we were having fun ?" James asked with a confused look on his face.

"We were  and I loved every minute if it but I have to go."Selena replied as she put her shirt back on that she took off earlier.

"Selena  please don't leave let's talk about it." James said.

"Why are so nice to me but a bitch to Demi ?" Selena asked with a serious look on her face.

"Look, when I met Demi we were in love until I started drinking a lot I was abusive to her  it went that bad I use to beat her up when she came to see me and then I broke up with her because I loved drinking more than her then when I look at her something inside me cracked so that's why I called her a bitch  and when I was with Demi I always thought she was with another guy but she wasn't and I didn't believe her I loved her so much but my drinking problem got very difficult to disappear and I haven't drank since three days ago." James explained as he tried to grab Selena's  hand trying to convince her to stay showing a picture of him and Demi together.

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