l i t t l e n o t e s

i couldn't do it.

how can you sit
and tell them everything
over and over
reliving it each time
like a nightmare
stuck in your mind
not caring
if it went to court
not caring
what your family thinks
not caring
what the papers would say

i couldn't do it

//thank you all for asking if I'm okay, but i'm afraid the answer is no. i'm having a hard time with my past these few days. it creeps up on me and makes me feel vulnerable, cold and somewhat distant. i don't really know how to deal with any of it, it just spins around in my mind making me feel disorientated and sick.//

Love you all ❤️