l i t t l e n o t e s

impulses.

i can't really explain it

but sometimes

i get this overwhelming feeling of need to overhaul my entire self

change my hair
my clothes
my attitude
my routine
my diet
my reading habits
my everything

i make detailed plans for
my new era

but then i tell myself to think before i just do

and i never end up doing anything
instead i morph back into my shell and forget i ever planned at all