l i t t l e n o t e s

syrup in my veins.

"it's time to hate myself a little more

a little more"

when the sugar
and sweetness
are pumping through
my veins
with the autumn taste
like pumpkin days
and the syrup
is choking me,
i've got to breathe
it's a sacrifice
or should i say
it's something
i force myself to do
to enjoy the
little things in life
but i don't enjoy
wanting to vomit
every time
i think of it's contents
i don't enjoy
the weight
it carries on me
or the pounds
i feel i've gained after it

//if you haven't noticed i'm coasting a little lately, but i want you all to know i'm here for you, forever. every. single. one. of. you. ❤️❤️❤️//