l i t t l e n o t e s

it's been a rough night.

the taste of disgust
lined my mouth
i devoured my good intentions
and threw them back up

i couldn't handle it
i couldn't handle it

it was too much
playing the eating game
so i masked my sins
with more sins

i had to do it
i had to do it

i had no other choice
at least that's what they said
they said to do it
i didn't question it

their word was gospel
their word was gospel

their words swirled
in my head
never stopping
only getting louder

louder and louder
louder        and        louder

until finally
they had full control
just like they wanted
and i was nowhere to be seen