l i t t l e n o t e s

this is hypothetical, i prefer beer or whiskey.

"you're a little too much,"
that's what you said
my phobias and fears
are a little too much for you

but what about me?
do you not think that they
are a little too much for me?

do you not think
that they drive me insane?

these little voices in my head
are very good at convincing me that
i will die
every
single
time

but i'm sure that's not enough

maybe i should drink bleach?
if it's so harmless

then maybe you'd believe
how real they are
and how, no matter what i do
they'll always be with me
taunting me,
haunting me,
killing me
s l o w l y

so i would say "sorry,"
but that would probably be
a little too much for you
i know you don't like
to be overwhelmed

*just to let you know that I'm not going to harm myself, this was just me venting my anger through writing. Stay healthy and strong and brave and definitely do not attempt to drink bleach, it isn't harmless
//after this, there is only one post left! and then i will be posting in "coffee stains" love you guys!//