Nothingness

The beginning part 2

*in this chapter you will be continuing the last chapter. this is still a flashback/memory thing. It will have yoir birthday and your first beating/abuse. Also keep in mind their is referencing to sexual things in this chapter. If you wish not to see it skip over it or skip this chapter.*

*You turning 7 and your brother is still 7*

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Y/n, Happy birthday to you."
"And many moreeeee!!!"
I laughed at my brother for his ending and blew out my candles. Today was my day. It was the day I grew older. The first day I can be the same age as my brother for 2 months instead of being 1 year younger. My father wasn't around which I was happy about. He was out at a place where people drink mama told me. I was happy about it though. I have no school because it was a Saturday, so I can do whatever I want today.
"What did you wish for A/N/N?"(authors note, that means annoying Nick name)
"None of your business, if i tell you it won't come true. And I want it to come true really bad so don't ruin it." I told him while handing mom the cake knife to cut the cake. She then handed it back to me. I looked at her confused as she said,
"Your 7 now, you can give it the first cut."
I was really excited because mama never let me cut the cake before. I cut the cake perfectly down the middle, then I cut it into fourths, then eighths. I took a slice and put it on my plate carefully, then I handed it to mom so she could get her piece. To be honest I'm slightly impressed with how I cut it. It's pretty good for a first time. I smiled and my brother came up behind me and shoved some cake in my face. I laughed and then went to wash up.
"He is so silly sometimes. I wish he let out his playfulness all the time hehe." I said quietly to myself as I heard a creak from the doorway. Mother was standing there with a slight frown on her face.
"Me too hun, me too.."
She then walked away and I finished cleaning up.

I went back to the kitchen and they were eating their cakes. I ate mine and I suggested we watch a movie.
We watched F/m and we ate popcorn. After the movie was over I had to use the bathroom so I went to it. I did what I had to do and I washed my hands. But as I washed my hands I heard someone come into the house. I'm pretty sure it's dad, but it's ok...maybe he will go straight to sleep? He does that as soon as he gets home from the place he drinks. Well, most of the time he would punish mama or Kyle, and then sleep...but sence it's my birthday maybe he will be nice today. Maybe he will give us all hugs and kisses and be a normal dad like the kids at my school have. Maybe he will give me a birthday present and enjoy some cake with us. And maybe we can all dance to some movie and have a fun time.
"I'm home! Where's the birthday girl. I think I should give her my present sence I'm home now. Did you guys miss me? Haha well where is she?" I heard my father say. I got excited. Oh I wonder what he got me. It sounds like he is happy, so maybe he won't hurt us! I open the door and I walk to the living area. I see father leaning on the breakfast bar looking at mama and Kyle. Kyle looks panicked and scared. He looked at me and back at father.
"Ah there you are Y/n. Happy birthday darling. Have you had any fun while I was gone? what did you guys do?" He asked. He sounds genuine so I Imediatly answer him. Maybe for once we can be happy! MAYBE he won't hurt mama, or Kyle ever again!
"thanks daddy. And we had lots of fun. We ate cake, watched a movie.." I said happily as mama and Kyle look at me shocked. I see Kyle looking at me and he suddenly walks over to my side. He looks at father questionably and stands there.
"I'm not in the mood for that Kyle, so no need to 'protect' your sister. I'm being genuine so don't be a brat and ruin my mood. It's not like you would be able to protect her anyways. what could you do? Kick me?" Father said sounding slightly annoyed. I was a little upset at Kyle for making him upset. I didn't want anything bad to happen for my birthday. Even if it is for just a day, I'm glad father is in a good mood. I guess wishes really do come true.
*a few weeks later*

3rd person view sort of

"I'M HOME! WHERE IS EVERYBODY!? I KNOW YOUR ALL HERE. THE CARS STILL HERE. AALIYAH WHERE ARE YOU? KYLE? ......Y/N?"
"Calm down hunny I'm right here. The kids are at school remember? They have school today." Aaliyah (mom) gently told him. He went over to her and she calmly put down her cup of tea and faced him properly.
"Are you angry? Just take out all anger you have. The kids won't be home for another hour so just do it all." She sighed. He looked at her confused and then decided against it. He then grabbed her hand and pushed her to the couch. He pushed her down and held back her hands.
"wh-what are you doing darling? I-i mean, the kids will be home soon, so we m-mustn't." She told him as he started to seduce her.

Your p.o.v

as I open the door I see dad's keys on the table. I don't see him around so I head upstairs to do my homework. After I Finnish I check on Kyle. We came in the same time and I wanted to see what he was doing while I did my homework.
"Hey Kyle. Whatcha doin?" I ask him casually. Kyle has been acting very protective of me after my birthday because father has been less angry lately. I guess he thinks its suspicious. I have been a lot happier knowing Kyle and mama haven't been hurting.
"I'm finishing up my homework. Are you done yours? If not then go do it." He told me. Gosh he's like a third parent sometimes. "Yes I'm done dingbat. Why would I come over if I didn't do It? I never do, so why would that change?" I told him with my annoying your a dummy voice. He scoffed at me and went back to his homework as I went downstairs and grabbed an apple. I sat down on the couch and put on F/s/a and eat my apple.
(F/s/a means fav show/anime)
"Y/n dear, what are you up to? did you Finnish homework? You know dad doesn't like it when you don't do it." mom said as she walked into the living room. Dad then walked into the living room and he stood in the doorway.
"I'm going out. I'll see you guys later." He told as as he grabbed a jacket and headed out the door. I wonder why he was so nice lately. Well I don't wanna jinx it so I go back to watching tv. Mama starts cooking dinner as Kyle comes down. He sits by me and cuddles a pillow. Kyle might be mature and stuff for a child, but he sure does love cuddling. I grab a blanket and snuggle up on his shoulder. Before I know it, I'm fast asleep.

BANG! BANG! BANG! I hear bangs on the kitchen counter.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? IT'S NOT 'OOPS'!! I TOLD YOU I WANTED MILK AND YOU FORGOT? WHY DIDN'T YOU GO BACK TO THE STORE AS SOON AS YOU KNEW? IS IT BECAUSE YOU HAD A MAN OVER? WE'RE YOU RUSHING OVER HERE TO SLEEP WITH SOMEONE YOU SLUT?" I heard as I jerk awake. I wake up and see Kyle holding me in a tight grip watching mama and dad fight. He hasn't noticed I'm awake yet. I glance over just to see- SLAP
"*whimper* im..sorry.. I'll..ill make sure to get it next time.." She says holding her cheek at the spot he slapped her. All I wanted to do was cry. He is back to his old self. It's too soon. I thought by now he had changed. I go to cover my eyes but Kyle's grip is to tight. He noticed me fighting his grip and saw I was awake. He stood up and ran to the stairs dragging me along with him with his tight grip. He pushed me up the stairs and then I saw father kick mother to the ground.
"MOTHER!" I scream.
"SHUT UP YOU BRAT OR YOUR NEXT! YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU HAVEN'T HAD YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT YET, WHY DON'T I GIVE IT TOO YOU!" father yells at me and starts coming to the steps. Kyle quickly locks me in my room and I can see his feet guarding my door through the crack underneath.
"GET OUT MY WAY OR YOU WILL GET AN EARLY PRESENT AS WELL!" I hear dad yell at Kyle. I don't know what to do. I try to open the door to get to Kyle but he's locked me in.
"NEVER! I WON'T LET YOU GET TO HER! SHE DID NOTHING WRONG BUT CARE FOR HER MOTHER!" Kyle SCREAMS back at father.
"KYLE JUST MOVE OUT OF THE WAY BEFORE YOU GET HURT!" I tell him. I want him to not get hurt. Mama is already, I want him to be fine. He doesn't move.
"Kyle, move out the way. Before you get really hurt. She will be fine, I promise." I hear mom yell to kyle. to be honest I was surprised. But before I realized what she had said the door swang open and I saw my angry father coming towards me. I try to run past him out of my room but before I can escape he grabs my hair and tugs my backward.
"OUCH!" I scream as he drags me into the room. I feel the pain as it stings my whole scalp. I feel my hair being tugged as I and being dragged across the floor. He then throws me across the room and I hit my shoulder on my closet really hard. I curl up in a ball and close my eyes hoping it would go away, but it didn't. Next thing I know I was being kicked. He kicked me in the shin and I shriek with pain. He laughs his deep scary laugh and then kicks my stomach. I lie on the floor helpless as I catch a glimpse of Kyle on his knees in my doorway, completely frozen as I had been all those years I had watched them be torchured. He just stared with tears pouring out of his eyes, and I gave him a hopeless smile and I saw a tear roll down his face. Then I felt I massive pain in my head and saw nothing but darkness.