Nothingness

Happy

I glare at him and next thing I know like 10 people had hit him.

"Hahahahaha! It's not me this time!" A White haired boy laughs.

Wait.. isn't that snowball?
He seems.. more.. confident?
yeah.. sure..

"Soo..-" He gets a bunch of glares.
"I'm Travis!" He says laughing at how he tricked the others into thinking he was flirting.

I giggle and say, "Well you know my name.."

Then aphmau introduces some others at the table," This pink haired girl is kawaii~chan, this blue haired girl is Katelyn, this Black haired boy is Aaron, you know Travis and Danté, Thats Garroth, Over there with the brown hair is Teony, Orange hair is Lucinda, and Nicole is next to her. And yeah, that's about everyone." She exclaims quickly, making sure to point at everyone.

I nod and we eat lunch, talking, laughing, and meeting new people.

Halfway through lunch I notice everyone slowly stops talking and starts looking at a group of people.
I look to see what their looking at and see a Boy with black hair, who looks familiar, a Boy with brown hair, and a girl with white hair.

They walk over to Laurence.

"Tsk tsk tsk Hanging out with losers again I see." The brown haired boy says.

The girl laughs, but I frown.
Why are they being rude to Laurence?
He's so nice!

"How about you guys leave?" He growls.

They laugh again, and as they laugh I catch one of their eyes.

"Hey, who's this?" The white haired girl asks smirking.

I start shaking, but it's not very noticeable.

"Non of your business! GO AWAY! please.." Laurence says starting to stand up. I've yet to see him get angry like this before.
Who are these kids?

"Not until you introduuccee uss!" She says in a sing song voice.

I took my eyes and say, "Y/n. Will.. -" I feel my face get steadily warmer and I start to shake.
"Erm.. Will you g-go away now?" I stay hiding my face in my hair.

"I'm Gene- wait. Y/n? Are-aren't you that one kid my mom-" Laurence interrupts him by standing up and pushing him.

"Don't say another word." He growls.
"Leave."

Gene scoffs.

"I just wanted to ask HER a-" He starts.

"I DON'T CARE! LEAVE HER ALONE!!" Laurence yells which makes me jump a little.

My face is on fire and I'm shaking way to much to eat the rest of my food.

I quickly stand up, take my tray and dump it, almost dropping everything, and run out of the cafeteria.

I run to the back of the school, where I found a small garden.

I sit against the wall of the school and play with a flower I had picked.

flicker flicker.

I thought that was over..
Oh no..
My color..
it's almost all gone..

So dim.

I feel like I'm going blind.
Like soon I won't be able to see the world.
Like the world will fade from me.

I don't understand.
I'm happy now.. right?

Shouldn't I be getting better?

If you have to ask yourself if your happy,
Then are you?