Nothingness

Just go away

Before she could answer my question we hear pounding footsteps coming from the ceiling.

"That must be your father. I'm sorry kids, I'll figure something out to help you. For now, be good ok..? Bye Kyle..." Divana says as she scurried into the dark.

Maybe there's a staircase over there.
I look back at Kyle who had layed back down.

"I missed you." I whisper.

No reply.

"oh..." I sigh to myself. I guess He forgot about me...

My own brother didn't miss me. He was all I had left. All I had left....

I lay back down and face away from Kyle.
I can't believe, that all this time that we had been seperated, he had forgotten me. I can't believe, that I had been torturing myself for leaving him, to find out he isn't ecstatic that were together again! I can't believe I spared my life because I thought he cared!!!
It's not fair!!!

I sit up and punch Kyle's shoulder as hard as I can. I muster up all my strength, and hit him.

"OW! What the HELL!?" He yells at me. My eyes well up with tears.

"I can't believe you don't give a damn that were together again! We're siblings, and we were seperated after so many terrible events, and now that were being back together, now that we have each other, you could care less about my existence?!" I scream at the top of my lungs.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DO TO MYSELF!? WHAT I HAVE DONE? WHAT I THINK? DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHO-" I stop mid sentance... I am gulping for air and trying to wipe away the thousands of tears falling from my eyes so I can see again.

"Do you even know who I am..??" I whisper. The s entance makes my heart wrench with pain. I don't understand.. we weren't apart for that long. How could he already care less about me..

Kyle tried to grab my hand but I hit it away.

He grabbed my shoulders, and turned me to face him but my eyes were shut tightly and I move my head away. I didn't want to see his dirty face. I tried to get away but I could barely move as his grip was strong.

"Look, look at me!" he whispers softly. His voice was so calm that it made my blood boil. He is so chill and he isn't showing any emotion at all. IT'S SO ANNOYING!

"I did miss you. I know who you are! You are a talented, beautiful, cool, funny-"

"Stop." I can't let him finish. Does he think he's funny? Does he think this will make me feel better?! Well he is damn well wrong. I can feel my chest tighten.
H

is arms drop iff my shoulders and he just sat silently staring at me.

"Do you think, do you think your funny?" I ask him, breaking the silence. My voice quivers with anger and despair.

He looks confused.
I want to laugh at how stupid he is...
"

You have no idea who I am..." I whisper.

I turn away from his face and stare into the darkness.

"I do!" He pleads, he is begging for forgiveness but I won't have it. I have been through too much and it's not fair!

Authors note: I am so so so so so so so so so sorry that I haven't been on wattpad in months. I've not been in a good place but I'm working through things. Either way I haven't been motivated to write. I'll try and write every now and then but I can't promise I'll be on here much. I'm sorry guys, BUT

Once this story ends, I'll be able to happily write the sequel without any pressure, so yay! That one won't be out until MOST LIKELY late next year depending on how quick this story goes by and how many chapters I want to get finished before i post that story. But yep! Love you all, and I'll try and keep motivated! Byeee