Nothingness

And I remember.. I'm still broken

I open my eyes and see Laurence.
He stands me up and glares at Zane.
I notice he had headphones around his neck.
He sees me looking at him and stops glaring at Zane.

I suddenly but quickly grab the headphones, put them on, and start to run to the bench.

"h-hey! Get back here!" He laughs surprised.
I shake my head and smile.
I slow down and start walking.

I connect the headphones to my phone and listen to music.

*Happy pills by Weathers*

flicker flicker flicker

I am walking on the path when Laurence finnaly catches up to me.
I pull the headphones down and notice he is looking at me slightly concerned.

"Kyle..." I mumble.
"I'm not having.. a thing.. so whatever Kyle said just.. I just wanted to listen to music." I inform him.
He looks less concerned and faces the ground.

"Well, since I don't know if we're going to be siblings yet or not, Imma just warm up to being a cool bro. That's okay with you right?" He asks me.
I stop walking and just stare at him.

I forgot...
I'm most likely not going to see Kyle anymore.

"H-hey! I uh... I don't have to! Wait- please don't cry.." He says as I start to tear up.
I look back at the park.
I start to run and I Imediatly jump onto Kyle.
"I DON'T WANT TO! I WANNA STAY WITH YOU! I- I wanna stay with you!' I cry.
He holds me, comforting me.

We sit there in a hug until I fall asleep.

Kyle's pov:

I pick up Y/n as she falls asleep and I carry her back to the hospital.
Laurence helps me and then leaves.

Once we get there the doctor takes her to her room and I go to mine.
I lay down in my bed looking up at the ceiling.

*sigh*

"I wanna stay with you too sis.. I really do..." I mumble.

I slowly fall asleep, slowing letting a few tears escape my eyes.
Allowing myself to become vulnerable once again.
just like last night.
and the night before.

I stay strong for Y/n, but when I'm alone..

I remember. I'm. still. broken..

A/u::
sorry that this chapter is so short.
I'll post the next one tomorrow if I have it done because of this. When writing this, this wasn't the original plan for the chapter. It kinda just flowed so i changed the title and yeah. It's quite intense. Hope u like it! Love you potatoes!

stay strange~~