It is not the cigar that's killing me

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'Street folk' by Jennifer O'Neill Pickering

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'Street folk' by Jennifer O'Neill Pickering

It is not the cigar that's killing me,

Neither the smell of rubber on road

Nor the abhorrent scent of fellow beggars' breath,

Not even the past me walking past me

When my skin was fair and rid of street fumes,

When my hair were plenty and caps hid nothing,

When a stick was not an extended appendage

When innocence of eyes were still intact

It was a day as dark as nowadays

As I walked under fireflies of street lamps,

When the dirty windows had no light to deflect

'It' happened in an unexpected way

Darkness of the streets seeped into my life

Like the essence of tea leaves into tea

And my sorrowful eyes have seen the time move on,

But the poverty of soul and body remains

It is not the cigar that's killing me

It's the curable disease left uncured

And I'm awoken from my hairy-fair-y dream

Into the real nightmare where death awaits my last breath

~Ajay
26/8/17

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