Famously In Love {s.m.} [BOOK 2]

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{priscilla}

"So this is the stadium we'll be performing in tomorrow night."

"Yeah it was bigger than expected to be honest." Andrew says to me as we sit in the seats looking at the stage being built up.

"I'm actually really ready. Just need to picture the crowd naked and I'll be fine." He gives me a disgusted look. "It's a metaphor! I'm not saying it like actually. I'm not a pervert."

"Oh so like picturing no one in the crowd." He says.

"Yes, haha! I said the same thing to Shawn when we performed together at our talent show-."

"To picture the crowd naked? Yeah I remember. It's kinda hard to forget it especially when you mean it in a metaphorically way." Shawn says as he walks over to us. "I always think of that when I'm about to perform and it helps me actually. Thank you."

"Yeah..." I mumbled. "I'm gonna go." And I got up walking away from them.

Just because I brought up a memory doesn't mean I want him around me. I completely left the stadium going to the hotel we were staying at and go to my room that I'm sharing with Amanda.

"Hey Priss." She says.

"Hi.." I mumbled as I sat on my bed.

"What's wrong?" She asked as she stops what she was doing and comes over to me.

"It's Shawn...every time I'm speaking to someone or just doing something alone he always tries to include himself. I know this sounds stupid but I don't want anything to do with him. I'm trying to be nice but it looks like the only way to keep him away from me is to be harsh about it." I complained.

"Sweetie, he probably just wants to speak to you...about things. He looks like he's trying to build up a better relationship with you rather than have you two hate each other." She explains.

"But have you not heard the things he's said to me!? I've given him so many chances and still he goes back to his bipolar ways." I said.

"He doesn't know what he wants. But I hope that you know he doesn't want Camila. She's there to hide the pain. He's trying to love her as much as he loved you and it obviously isn't working. He's still madly in love with you Priss. Only a fool wouldn't see that." She says.

I guess I was that fool because I definitely can't see it.

{Shawn}

"Andrew I'm trying I-I don't know what else to do..."

"I mean the things she's told me you've done to her...it's going to take more than time Shawn. But don't give up." Andrew says to me. "tonight is the dinner celebrating the beginning of tour. Everyone is going including her try normally speaking to her then." He pats my shoulder and leaves.

Me siting alone made me try and think of possible ways that I could try and make her like me again. Because I have Camila I don't want to just leave her for Priss even though I wish it was that easy. I don't even think Priss wants to normally speak to me. Speaking to me is probably the last thing she even wants to attempt. I made her feel like shit. And I get so angry at myself that I lash it out on her so she can feel just as worthless as me. I'm such a mess.
My phone vibrates and I pick it up seeing that it was Camila calling me.