Taming the inner her

chapter 13

Clarie's pov

I gave my brother one last look as he came out from the kitchen and as Eiden zoomed off

I was still mad that he left home like mom and dad

"I can drop you at the gym if you want"

I shook my head and took my bag from the chair

"besides I'm still angry with you"

"you and I know that won't last a day"
He said with an hopeful smile

I just took my keys and said "I'll be back by noon
You should be glad I'm telling you I'll be back because that's something you all never do"

I was getting angry than usual normal Clarie would have forgiven Sam a long time ago

But this Clarie doesn't care she's anymore she's becoming indifferent to things

What's going on

I drove my car to the gym like a living zombie
Even the car was dead it was so sad

For the first time no music was heard in my car

I was just too sad to be happy

Yeah I know Sam left to meet his girlfriend and I don't want to ruin his Chance of having one but deep down I was sad

I can take him leaving to go to the university and coming back late at night but I don't think I can take him leaving to get married yet
That's just something I've never imagined

Sam and I have always been close he was always around when mom and dad weren't

Just having to admit he'll leave soon hurts
I guess I'll just have to take it all in and move on

I know no one will replace me to him and no one will surely replace him

I smiled briefly as I reasured my self that he will always love me regardless

I will talk to him and as soon as I I get home

All this time I was thinking I was actually walking people around must have thought I'm a dead girl walking but didn't just want to talk

Even the wall I bumped into

"ouch"

I felt trapped in the wall

Oh my God the wall grew hands

And what nice cologne the wall had it reminded me of someone

When did they start to spray walls with cologne

Open your eyes Clarie

The wall I was trapped in was a guy with familiar black hair and green eyes

Eiden

Now that I think of it he was much more comfy than a walk would have felt that's why i
didn't want to leave his arms

And the cologne was obviously his

"it seems you love bumping into me"

Yeah maybe because I know you'll catch me

"what are you doing here"

"well you are welcome"
He said as he let go off Me making me miss his arms around me

Get your head out of the toilet Clarie
Something yelled at me inside so loud I had to look around if there is a mind reader around yelling at me.