Chapter 22 - Everywhere

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Walking into the kitchen, I found Ethan making his nightly pancakes. I made tea and he thought it was pretty funny.
"A Brit making tea" he laughed. I punched him playfully. Gray had jumped in the shower, leaving Ethan and I alone.
"What? I'm just saying it's very stereotypical" he winked at me. As I went to punch him again, he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him until our noses touched. I couldn't help but bite my lip whenever he was this close to me.
"I thought I told you to stop doing that."
"Why?" I giggled.
"Because it's not fair, I don't get to do it." He clenched his jaw, I exhaled deeply and he leant in. My mind screamed Grayson's name, I leant back away from Ethan before he kissed me.

He looked at me with sad puppy dog eyes as I walked back over to my tea.
"I'm sorry.." he said sounding slightly confused.
"Don't be, it's my fault." He walked over and tried hugging me from behind but I quickly turned around. His arms were wrapped around me but I had my hand on his chest, hoping to keep some distance between us.
"I can't hurt you two" I whispered.
"Kyl-.."
"No, I'm not hurting either of you, Ethan. My feelings are all over the place. One second you're in my head, then Grayson. I don't know what to do anymore and I've only been here a few days." He sighed at me and stroked my cheek as I closed my eyes and looked down at the floor.
"I feel like a time bomb, E. Please stop."

A few hours had passed, Ethan had gone to bed, leaving Gray and I on the sofa. It was already 1Am, I expected Gray to fall asleep, but he stayed up.
"Sleep with me tonight?" He asked with sad eyes. I ran my fingers through his hair and smiled at him.
"Okay, you have to promise to smile though." He let out a cheeky grin at me, I kissed him on the cheek.

My feelings were everywhere.

Everytime I was with Ethan, my feelings for Gray decreased and vice versa. I knew I was only making things worse as time went on, but I couldn't help myself. I liked both of them, I realised that now. My feelings towards both of them were genuine. I didn't know who I liked more, they both meant the world to me and I'd do anything to keep them both happy.

Gray and I watched random YouTube videos for a while, I guess he got bored because he started trying to tickle me.
"Gray, stop" I laughed. He continued, laughing down at me while I flailed about trying to stop him. I laid down, trying to push him away with my feet, he parted my legs, laid ontop of me and held my arms down. His face looked serious now, still soft, but slightly serious.
He ran his thumb across my bottom lip, dragging it down slightly. We began making out on the sofa. I ran one of my hands all over his back while the other tugged on the back of his hair lightly.
He bit my lip; I felt shivers run down my spine.
My hand slipped under his shirt and moved to his shoulder, gripping it. He sat up, took his shirt off, laid back ontop of me and we continued making out. His lips trailed down to my neck, kissing and nibbling it, I squirmed around in an attempt to stop myself from letting out any sound but a faint moan slipped out. He made his way back up to my face, looked me in the eyes and pinned my arms down.

"I want you, Kyla."

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