My BestFriend, Grayson

Chapter 18 - Kiss Me

Things between Ethan and I had become complicated. I had no idea what I was doing. Everything inside my head had already turned to mush trying to figure out what me and Grayson were as well as Ethan admitting his feelings for me. I could tell things were a little different between the three of us since Gray saw me leaving Ethan's room this morning.
I had so much to think about, I needed to be alone but at the same time, I wanted to spend every second I had next to them.

Ethan and I were still laid on Gray's bed together. I still couldn't figure out what I felt towards him. I wanted to protect the both of them, I wanted them to be happy.
"You never told me if you felt anything towards me.." Ethan said, still playing with my hair. I didn't reply, I couldn't. I had no idea what to say. I couldn't tell him I felt something that even I didn't understand. He definetly wouldn't understand.
"Kyla?" I looked up at him.
"Do you feel anything towards me?"
"I-.."
We heard the Warehouse door open and the engine of, what I assumed, Grayson's car.
"Shit" Ethan whispered, standing up.

He kissed me on the forehead and went into his room. I was still unsure about why they acted differently around me when the other twin was there, but I tried not to question it too much. After all, I only really knew their online life and anything me and Gray had spoken about. I still had secrets he didn't know and I assume he had some too.

Grayson walked into his room, saw me sitting on the edge of his bed and walked over to me. He still looked annoyed, it not only intimidated me but the way he clenched his jaw slightly turned me on. Picking me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist whilst he leant his forehead against mine. He smelt like salt water and his hair was still wet. He still looked beyond perfect.
"Kyla, kiss me" he said sternly.
Looking into my eyes, he pressed his lips to mine. The kiss was a tad more agressive than our last but definetly more passionate.
After making out for a minute or so, he pulled away and put his forehead against mine once more.
"Sorry" he said breathless. His breath was heavy and tickled my face.
"For what?" I whispered back to him.
"Kyla, I need you. You're my best friend. I can't lose you." He put me back onto the floor, still wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Why would you lose me?"
"I... I can't tell you that yet. There's still some stories you don't know about. I promise I'll explain everything soon."

As he kissed my forehead, he sighed.
"Why aren't I good enough?"
Before I could answer, he left the room and I was alone left with more confusion than ever.
What was I doing?
I literally just spent the morning with Ethan and now me and Grayson were making out?! This isn't me. I'm not this type of person.

Grayson's POV
I had no idea what was going on anymore. I could tell Ethan had been with Kyla the entire time I was surfing. Ethan never stays in his room. My plan was to talk to her, explain why I was acting the way I do when Ethan's around. I wanted to tell her everything. I wanted to explain what Ethan had done to me in the past, how broken he had left me. But as soon as I saw her, I couldn't help myself. In that moment, all I wanted was to feel her lips against mine.
I tried to snap myself out of my train of thought. Kyla isn't like the rest, she wouldn't leave me. She's different, special.

And I think love her.

(Loves her?! 😱

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