Monsters

ELEVEN

I am tired of looking around with nothing to say or do. I don't know what is real and not real anymore. I haven't been to school in a week. The only highlight is that Derek is back. Not that I have been able to see him during that time. Ethan, Aiden, and Scott are making sure to keep an eye on me. 

I've called my dad (Deucalion). He is asking how school is going. I haven't been able to tell him the truth. Maybe Ethan or Aiden did because he sounds like he knows. Lydia has been doing this little psychology thing. It is to see if this is some type of disorder in a way. We all know it isn't. Stiles has been having a hard time too. 

There must be a lord because Allison seems to be getting better. I know it. So I am going to go visit her. I feel like I am getting a little better. It feels like it. I haven't heard that voice since then. Not that I have told anyone either. So I knock on the door. 

Allison opens the door. She looks happy to see me. Ever since Derek has been back. I've been deciding what I should do. I know Allison is great and everything. She gets what is like to not have a mom. Derek knows what it is like to be a werewolf. I knew for a while that I liked Derek. I also knew for a while that I liked Allison. 

"My dad isn't here," she says. 

"No I heard that Miss Argent has been getting a little better than Stiles and I," I say. "Don't worry I have been feeling a little better." 

I walk into her room. I guess it is just us two. "Alex, what are you doing?" she asks. 

"I literally told you why. I am here because I want to know how you are doing it. I am hearing things, like a voice. I've been seeing werewolves and Ennis," I answer. She looks at me with pity. 

"I don't know. It kind of just started working," she says. 

I nod. "I guess I was hoping for a way. Guess I am just wasting my time on finding a way through other people." She comes closer to me. 

I smile a bit. "Allison I don't know what to do about us," I say. I look at her. I pull her closer to me and kiss her. She pulls me to her bed. 

Then I stop and pull away from her. "I can't do this Allison. I know you like Issac. Scott is my brother and Issac likes you," I say. 

I stand up and look at the door. "Don't get me wrong on this. You are a very beautiful but I can't do that to people I care about. I'm sorry," I say. I get up and leave.

When I get back upstairs I grab my keys. I have to see Derek. 

When I get to Derek's I walk around. I think I just made my choice on who I want. When I turn around I see Derek there. I smile and hug him. I heard Stiles talk about Derek and that Derek is always grumpy. 

We let go and smile again. "I know how cool it is to travel but what took you forever to get back?" I ask. 

"That is a long story but Cora is safe and I am back. Isn't that all that matters?" he asks. 

"I am no werewolf anymore but I know for a fact that you are hiding something. I will let you keep it to yourself for a while," I answer. 

He realizes something. "How did you get in?" He asks. 

"I guess I have my secrets too," I answer. 

He laughs. I look at him and smile. "So Scott told me that you are hearing things and seeing things. After the sacrifice you did for his mom," he says. 

"I was hoping to get to you first. I wanted to be around someone who didn't know I was going crazy," I say. Remember when I get home I have to kill Scott.