Falling hard.

Chap 18 (Luke is with a girl.)

" it really was" I say to her as we both finish eating our food. I go to pay and she comes up behind me and says "I can pay for my own food". I turn to her and say "no. Its a date I'm paying. Go wait in the car." that was kind of rude but shit she is so.

She looks at me and smirks then that smirk turns into a smile and she walks away. I hope she doesn't think that this is going to last forever. I don't like her at all. I'm just bored with my life at the moment and I need some thing new. Plus our list.. "hey luke" Suzy smiles at the cash register.

God she is annoying but she's good in bet so that's why I keep her around. For now "hi Suzy." "you here with that new girl?". She points to my car where aria is smiling looking At her reflection. "yes". "the list?" she asks. Well she's kinda for my list but kind of not I needed something different.

"yes. Here's the money I tell her as I had her the money to pay. She's starting to piss me off. "well can I come per tonight. I need to get it in" she smirks. "maybe" I bluntly say and walk out.

"so you can still make it to 6 th or I can drop you off and you can wonder?' I ask her. She looks out the window and then looked at me "well. What do you do?" she looked at me with her blue soft eyes. I guess she isn't that bad of a person.

"umm i Sleep then I go to work" I confess. Yes I have a job down town. I work at a store. All night as a sales associate. "work?" she Shockley says. "yes I work. All night". "aha the city that never sleeps". She jokes. She's right this city never sleeps.

"yes. Well I have to go" I tell her and she steps out of my car. "ok. But you should know I like the sound you make" then she walked away. What the hell does that mean?

ARIA'S P.O.V

I kept walking. I past my last class debating weather I wanted to go or not. I mean I have missed most of my classes so I guess I'm just not going to go. This is so confusing this thing between Luke and I.

What are we. I don't under stand why he can be such an ass but yet be so sweet. There's a feeling that I get when I'm with him that I just can't explain. He makes me feel different. Like I dont have to impress him or be nice to him. I can be such a bitch and he wil be an ass but there is something that just works.

I'm going back to my dorm I hope no one notices that I'm not in class. Our dorm always smells so nice. It smells like flowers. And other stuff that I can't put into words. Of corse Ashley isn't here. When I see her again and I don't know when that is but I'm going to talk to her about not telling me about her and Luke being related!

"Ashley" I heard someone knock on the door. Who could that be. I assumed maybe it was Michael since that is her other half. "Aria?" Ashton gasps as I swing open the door. " nah! This is my fucking room also! She's not here" I yell and slam the door in his face.

That was kind of a bitch move but shit he called me nothing. "Aria can we talk?" he knocked on the door. "no" I bluntly stated. "please" he kept begging at the door like a little puppy. I would of held my ground but he was annoying me so I'm letting him in. "yay thanks" he said entering my dorm.

"5 minutes to explain your self then you leave!" I yelled at him. He tryed to sit on my side of the bed but I stretched my leg out to prevent that from happening. I don't want his rude ass sitting next or even across from me. Ugh!

"I'm so sorry it was so rude. I was being an ass when I called you that! I was so stupid and inconsiderate of your feelings. It was out of the heat
Of the moment. I just wanted you. I didn't want to share you with anyone especially the manwhore of them
All. He would just use you and to see
You all over him made me furious. I know that your not a toy but it wasnt fair. I liked you first. I also shouldnt of let my anger get the best of me. It was so stupid i should of shut my
Mouth But I'm truly am sorry. Please don't hate me." he breathed.

I seen the relief flow per his face. It must of took him a lot of power to come here and apologize to me. Well he didn't come to see me he came
To see Ashley but still he apologized. Why does he keep seeing Ashley. I remember a while ago he like fliped on her. "well.. Please say
Something" he asked breaking me of my thoughts.

Should I for give him.... He is sort of a sweet guy. 'ok I'm not mad anymore" he smiled and hugged me. "want to take a walk?" he suggest. "sure I need to stop by the student store anyway." I just said that so I can have an excuse if he starts to piss me
Off again. "for what?" he ask as I put on my shoes and open the door.

I grab my wallet on my night stand. " a need paper" I lie. "well I have tons so since we're walking we can stop by my dorm and get you some". Well I'm not going to say no just because Luke might be there. I shake my head and we exit my dorm. We walk down the stairs. "so how's life so far?". "it's life I guess. How's your project coming?" well we haven't even done ours .

"it's good my partner.. Ally is a good writer. I dated her in soph year. It's not as awkward as I thought it was going to be.". Mm ally is that red headed girl. I didn't see him with a girl like that. Well have you seen Michael. "well we really didn't date all to long. We kind went on a date I fucked her then we broke up" I looked at him I'm shock that he would say that.

"sorry. My last real relationship like I actually loved the girl was... A girl named Abbey. You kind of remind me of her. Something happen and she broke up with me and he moved. " he told me. Maybe that's why he liked me because I remind him of Amy. "why do I remind you of her?" I asked. "she was super sweet. Held her ground and she was blonde" he winked.

"oh do you only date blondes" I joked. "no. Aha what about you who was your last love?" he asked. We're now walking outside it's in between dark and light. It's the best time of day because it looks amazing. "well my ex Danny was my first love. I guess. We broke up because he didn't support my music. So when I applied to here we kind of got into an argument and we broke up."

"well Im sorry." he said. "nah it's ok. This school is a better oppertunity at a better life anyways." I smiled. I mean I do miss Danny so much.. But he DDT like the fact that I want to be a singer so it was eventually going to have to end. Im happy we ended it before I came here because long distance would be super hard.

"you excited for the gig tomorrow?" I ask him. "well hell yes! I'm so pumped you don't even know! This is one of the best things to happen to 5 sos. Michael should make you manger." he smiles. He should I would love that maybe I will talk to Ashley about that. "we're here. Crap" Ashton says look up at a window. I'm guessing it's his dorm window.

"what?". "Luke is with a girl." he says.
What the he is with a girl. I hope he is mistaken. Why would he be with a girl after we just had a date. "the curtain is pulled down. If I'm not at the room and he is with a girl I tell him to pull them down so I don't walk in on him." he explains. God I hope that he is just sleeping. "let's go see" I suggest.

I don't want to be snooping but "what if he is sleeping." Ashton just looks at me "I need paper" I tell him. He shakes his head and we head up stairs to his dorm. I hope to god he isnt with a girl. It will be horrifying. Were getting closer and my heart is pounding.

"oh luke" I hear a girl moan. "oh Luke" there it is again. I can't I can't take this. He is such an ass. Telling me he is going to sleep then go to work. He most likely doesn't even work. "I have to go" i tell Ashton. He shakes his head in confusion. I didn't want to break down in front of him. I don't know why it's hitting me so hard. Maybe I was falling for him.

I need to get away. I'll go to that place where calum showed me the
Other day. It's 5:30 I'm only going to stay here for an hour or so.