Falling hard.

Chap 37 (are you ready?)

ARIA'S P.O.V

We got in the car and Luke's nostrils are flaring. He just looked so pissed. I wonder he must have heard everything. I mean I canny remember that night. Much

FLASH BACK!
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I'm on my 5 shot. "another" ashton pushes so I take another one. I mea who can it hurt to take another shot. I'm 17 I need to live!

"my turn. Lay down" he makes me lay down on the black leather couch at the pup bar thingy we were at. I lay down and he pours a shot on my belly. Like Luke did that one night. Fuck luke!

His warm tongue touches my belly. Slowl licking belly. This fucking feels amazing. "Ashton" I sit up and wrap my arms around him an press my lips against his. He pushes him closer to me.

"my dorm now" I manage to say.

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We got back to my dorm and he tossed me on the bed. I smirked before he crashed his lips down to mine again. I slofty pulled on his hair causing a light growl to escape his lips.

He pulls of of me. "I I don't know about this" I mumble. "I just"

His lips collide against mine in full force. His tongue parts my lips with such ease. I grab his shirt pulling him in closer taking him by surprise. I move my hands to his back, pulling off his shirt and tossing it to the floor.

He smiled and waits for me to do the same. Not happing.

"this is all to fast." I laugh. "we're both a bit drunk and I like you but" I mumble before he presses his finger against my lips.

"don't think to much. Just do. Be spontaneous, try new things," he says still hovering over me. Kissing my neck.

Maybe he is right I'm not spontaneous enought. I need to get out there and try new things.

"ok" I pull off my own shirt. He smiles and stars kissing my neck again.

I take my hands and place them in his chest. Warm under my touch. I run them down slowly keeping eye contact with him. All that matters is what's going to happen next.

Anticipation builds as he plays with the hemline of my jeans. I give him a reassuring nod and I raise my hips allowing him to slid them off. He gets off of me and he pulls his pants off also. I move forward so that I'm directly over him. Pressing into him.

Then he grabs my arms and flips me over so that he is hovering over me. "now these" he says playing with the hem of my underwear.

"as sexy as they are they need to go" he bit my lips.

Oh this is all so fast am I ready. I'm ready I can do this.

I shake my head and he pulls them off. "are you ready?" he ask.

"not really my first time" I tell him.

"I need to be a bit slower then." he smirks. Placing soft kisses on my neck. Then I instantly felt something warm go inside of me. I gasp not knowing how to react.

My stomach has this strange snsation I have never felt before. "Ashton"I try to say but it comes out as a moan. I'm not ready. I have no idea what's going on and I don't really want to lose it to Ashton.

"Ashton" I moan again. "I'm not ready" I cry out. He stops and looks at me.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not ready" I say sliding my undies back on. "I understand. But can we still make out" he ask.

"yes." I say grabbing him pulling me closer to me roughly kissing him.

Did I make a bad choice or..

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Now I remember. Fuck nothing really happened. I don't like Ashton I love luke.

"Luke" I say. He is just staring at e parking lot.

"what happened that night?" he ask. Now he turn to face me with those blue eyes

"nothing" . I lie.

"nothing really. He had you moaning his name! Thats nothing. Aria just tell me. We wernt together. So I'm not mad. Did you guys have sex?" he ask with so emotion in his face. Like he really cared.

"no Luke we didn't have sex" I touch his arm " we made out and he tryed to finger me. But I didn't let him. I want ready and honestly all I was thinking about was you. Even if I was pissed at you all I wanted was you luke" I say.

He looked at me and grabbed me pulling me into a kiss. "all I want is you. Please stop all contact with Ashton." he ask.

"what?"

"you can talk to him at band practice and shit but no talking to him out side of that. I mean I just have a feeling he wi try to ruin us." he begs.

"luke. You can't tell me who to be friends with" I bark. I'm kind of pissed that he wants me not to be friends with him. I know he tryed to make a move but I know he gets that I love Luke and now that we're together he will stop being so stupid and get over me.

"Aria lets not argue please" he begs

"fine' I say.

"now let's go" he says and we walk to my room.

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Later in the night Luke feel a sleep. Then Ash texted.

'Aria please I need to talk to you'

'I don't think thats the best idea'

"is it because of luke? He doest control your life Aria'

'he doent think it's best that we're friends'

'oh so dating for a few days and he controls you. Telling you who you can and can't not talk to'

'fuck! Shut up I'll be there in 10 be ready'

He is pissing off an Luke is sleeping I'll be back back before Luke wakes up. So I have no worries.

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