Falling hard.

Chap 33 (no Ashton! she is absolutely nothing to me!)

"no Ashton shit shut the fuck up" I heard lukes voice yell. I'm slowly waking up and I can see two people standing at the end of Luke's bed. Luke and Ashton maybe?. I move my arm to feel if Luke is there but I feel no one. " well sorry I just assume that since you know she is laying in your fucking bed In your clothes!" Ashton yelled. There face to face. There both very angry. I don't think I should get up but at the same time I think I should.

"don't just fucking assume shit you dumb ass." Luke yelled even louder than Ashton. "well then explain it explain why Aria white is laying in your bed. With your clothes on". Ok he will just tell him that he is falling for me and he was going to ask me out. I know thats what he is going to say. I mean what else could he even say its the truth. Nothing oh luke come on last night we had a strong connection and you said your falling for me. Luke please just say something. I'm going to throw up. He needs to say something.

"see you have nothing to say right" Ashton smirks walking to his bed. Ok I'm going to assume he is at a lose for words. He doesn't know how to tell his bestfriend he is falling for me. Yes that 's it he is scared to tell him. Aha I don't need to worry hes just scared. I hope. Luke say something! "no Ashton! she is absolutely nothing to me! Never has been and never will be! Now are you happy". Oh my gosh that hit me like a ton of bricks. I can't I just can't. Why would he say that. I slowly sit up and see both of the boys watching me.

I get up and say nothing tears falling from my eyes. I grab my stuff and turn to Luke. "nothing! Really!" and storm out. I can't believe he would say that and I was in the room. I hate him so much. All that time with him was just a huge waste. He never cared about me. What did he want me for. All those days an nights I waited for him. All those days we had spent together was for nothing. I can't even put what just happen through my head. We had so many amazing times together and for him to just say I'm nothing. I cant.

It's 7:00 i check my phone as I unlock my dorm room. I got many different types of stares as I ran here in a shirt and I was crying. If they knew my situation they would understand. Why would luke be such an ass and say that while I was laying right there. You know what fuck today I'm turning my phone off and sleeping the heartbreak off today. I'm so fucking over it!

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Slowly waking up I reach over to see what time it is and realize its now Saturday. I slept the whole day away. Aha who cares. Fuck it I mean I have nothing better to do anyways. I can sit here and think why would I fall for a guy who multiple people told me to stay away from. I can be all heart broken over that stupid guy. Who cares about me I'm nothing. Oh look I have 50 calls from Luke. 30 from Ashton and Niall.

Like they really care about me. Why the hell would luke call and text me. Fuck him! I guess I should call Niall back and Ashton just to see why they wanted. I mean I didn't even read there text. Delete text and voice mail I don't give a fuck!

"hi Niall"
"hey Aria. What's wrong you didn't show up to school and you haven't texted me back and is it because of my dad because"
"no Niall. I'm well. Luke and stuff and. I can't handle people right now"
"oh love what did he do. Don't cry"
" he I don't want to talk about it. I'll see you Tuesday "
"I can come over and"
"no Niall I need to be alone. See you Tuesday. Bye"
"ok bye?"

Well I was planning on calling Ash but never mind I just might sleep some more..

LUKE'S P.O.V

"Aria. I really like this. I really like you. I think im falling for you" she grabs me and kisses me. I'm falling for you to luke". I can't help but to smile on the inside. There is something different about this girl. I like it a lot she makes me feel so happy..like I'm a different person. I really really like her.