Falling hard.

Chap 23 (She wraped her legs around my torso and pushes on me.)

I hate that stupid effect she has on me when she makes me feel bad. When I said that to her. Her blue puppy dog eyes started to tear up. She's just so adorable I should of just not said that but she doesn't need to be getting the wrong Idea I don't date. But I feel bad now but first I should piss.

"oh Ashton" I hear a girl from the bathroom moan. As soon as I reach the door some blonde chick and Ashton come out the bathroom fixing there hair and clothes. Aha of course they would be having sex. "bye ally" he waved her goodbye. "it's alisia ass whole" she yelled back. Of course he would fuck a girl and not no her name. "oh if it isn't the ass whole".

"shut up Ashton". He walks over to me stumbling so that means this fuck is drunk. He is always the first to get waisted. "so how's your new girlfriend" he jokes referring to Aria. "not my girlfriend" I raise my voice at him. "oh well no need to get all piisssy. She likes you Lukey and you know that's bad but you like her to. That's why it has been twoo weeks and you haven't fucked her. You love a list girl. Aha" he slurred his words.

He is right i know usually I fuck list girls in a week but she is hard to get. But I like that. "no Ashton I don't love her now go away" I tell him entering the bathroom. I know that she likes me and I told her I liked her to make her want me more but I do like her as a friend maybe after we fuck we can be like friends with benefits or some shit.

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"Luke come play" I hear Calum yell from across the room. Oh Aria is over there I can apologize to her. Fucking crowd of people. "hey Aria I need to talk to you." I try to pull her but she refuses. "umm I'm playing this game ass whole" she pretty much yelled at me. I guess I deserved it. "another" she said to calum handing her a shot. Crap she's getting drunk. Today she told me she never drank before that other party.

This is mostly likely bad for her. "no more" I took the shot from her hand. "your not my boss. Let's play already". "play what?". I look around and no one answered me. Well fuck every one can be fuckers. Then when Calum grabbed a card I figured it was suck and blow because that is his favorite game because he gets to make out with random chicks. But she's not stupid enough to play this. Oh I guess she is.

Great this ass whole Ashton joins us. They all gather in a circle and I'm still standing here like an idiot. Calum and Ashton our both right next to Aria. Fuck that is not happing. I move Ashton over so I'm by her. "fucker" he yells. "not fucking happening again" I warn him. He moves because he knows I'll kick his ass.

We start the game it goes around a good 3 times before some random people drop it. "let's go. Aria see if you drop it you will have to kiss me or Calum" I whisper to her. She shakes her head "nope were not together so you shouldnt care if I kiss Calum right?" . That little fuck face she would use that against me. "shit Aria your drunk" I try to convince her.

"so your not my boss" it's her turn. Oh god don't drop it. Dont drop it... Fuck of fucking corse she would drop it in spite if me. "come here" she says grabbing Calum by the coller of his shirt and pulling him in for a kiss. 1..2..3..4..5 five fucking seconds to long. I grab her and pull her off of him and take her to the bathroom. She is not allowed to kiss anyone else beside me. "what the hell ass!" she yelled trying to losen my grip on her.

"your drunk let's go. I'll drive you back to your dorm". I tell her as soon as I loosened my grip on her. "why huh? You shouldn't care about me were not dating so let me get waisted." she snickers. Of course she would argue with me. "you lied to me didn't you?" "about what" I say standing over her when she sat on the toilet. "you never liked me. You were just using me right. I was told to stay away from you." she places her hands on her face and shake's her head. I feel bad even more now.

Ugh it was Ashton who told her to stay away from me. Because of the list. That ass whole he would try to keep her away from me but I did use her. I do like her though I didn't lie about that. "no Aria it's just I don't date anymore and you kind of hit me with the whole dating crap and I just thought we were having fun together." I try to explain.

"aha.. We had fun. But your an ass. I don't know why I thought i even liked you. I need a drink" she said leaving the rest room. Wow humm she is right I am an ass but.. Crap I need to find her. Fucking people. I lost her. She is going to have the worst hang over ever of she drinks even more. Aha found you little fucker keep trying to run away.

"Aria!" I yelled. She is laying in the counter with a shot in her hand. "Luke take a shot on my belly". Oh fuck... "no lets go". "no if you don't take this shot I'm not going anywhere!". I walk over to her and she pours the whisky in her belly button. That ring though hot! I lick up her belly and she gets goose bumps. She slides up and grabs me and kisses me.

She wraped her legs around my torso and pushes on me. Oh crap. She cant be doing that. It's making me hard. Fuck. She keeps pushing harder. Oh fuck. "Aria." I say pulling her off of me. "fuck me" she whispers in my ear. She dosnt know how bad I want to I would just fuck her if we were alone but I dont want anyone seeing us. "not now" i tell her. She starts making hard movements against me. Oh mm fuck she needs to stop its making me even harder."now, right here!" she bites her lip. Fuck. . "let me take you to your dorm" I say lifting her up from the counter and carrying her to my car. I sit her down and get in the car.

Oh I'v been wanting sex so bad no i'v been needing it. I can easily grab her and fuck the crap out of her right now. "I'm hungry" she says. "ok what do you want" I ask her. Food she wants food I thought she wanted sex. . "umm I just want to go home." she tells me. I take her to her dorm and lay her on her bed.

She lays down and just lays there. I sit on my sisters bed and look at her. Even when she is drunk she looks sexy . "Luke?"

"yes" I ask her. "what are we" oh that question. I honestly have no words. " I'm a bitter victim but I think I found my sweet escape with you" she tells me. Mmm I know what she means I feel the same. Being with her is something different an new and I like that I can be me around her. "your like my getaway. We can put the world away when we're together" I tell her. Today i told her stuff that my best guy friends dont even know. Well a little bit she mostly talked. She smiles and sits up "i ... know but we're so disconnected." she laughs. I laugh along "so very disconnected! Let's watch tv?" I suggest. "eh t.v that's boring." she stuttered. "you know that your going to have the worst hangover ever In the morning" I inform her.

"let's watch Awkward. It's in my recordings" I do as she says and lay in my sisters bed. watch tv all night long the only thing is that this show is pointless! A girl who likes talking about her crazy weird life. But I guess it is also entertaning at the same time. I look over at her and she is past out.

I get up to cover her with a blanket. "can you just lay here and be with me." she pats the side of the bed next to her. "please" . I slowly lay next to her. "it's hot help" she takes off her skirt and shirt. Crap. "closer" she pulls into me. Laying there in her bra and undies. Crap.. "Luke?"

"yes Aria". I ask her. She scoots more into my chest. "I still want to be friends I don't want to lose you" she says in my chest. "me to" I look at her but she's already asleep. Oh what the hell am I letting this girl do to me?