Falling hard.

Chap 42 (look Aria, Im sorry)

ARIA'S P.O.V

Friday, great the gig... Now I know I haven't seen Luke in about 4 days... Honestly I miss seeing his face but I'm so over him. But I know if he even try's to talk to me I'll melt and i will fall for whatever stupid shit he says.

I mean he might not even. He never loved me and never will. I can say that no matter how much it may hurt. I would alway love him but he doesn't feel the same. He didn't even fight for me he just left.

The like second day Iost my phone so I couldn't text or call him even I kinda wanted to. Ugh fucking luke!

All I really want is for him to run to me and beg for my forgiveness... Not happing. Well Im hanging out with ash today. I mean we're going to have a movie day after the show. I so exited to be there manager I'm probably as thrilled as they are for this gig.

This is so big for them and they are so great!

Ugh I.guess I should be leaving now.

LUKE'S P.O.V

I'm ready. I can say I'm a bit nervous about performing but I'm anxious to see Aria. Four days since she had told me she never wanted to see me or talk to me again. But I have a plan a plan to.... "alright Michael set list I need to see what's in store for this show" I can see that beautiful woman waking my way.

She looks absolutely perfect. Gosh... "Michael!" she tells again pacing the little crappy room they have us and called it our dressing room.

I slowly walk behind her, tap her in the shoulder. "mich" she starts to say but stop once she relized its me

"hi' I manage to say.

"hello." she says starting at me. Her soft blue eyes looking at me. I know she has something to say like she's sorry or something.

We're just standing there looking in each other eyes."Lucas... Luke.. Do you have the ugh.... set list I need to know all the song to give to Alex".

Set list? What? That's really what she wants to talk about a fucking set list! Really! " ugh it's over there" I point to the couch it's on. She looks at me and walks over and grabs it. "thanks" she mumbles trying to pass by me. "can we talk" I ask her and she quickly shakes her head. Ok be stubborn.

I block the door. She looks up at me and furrows her brow. "move" she growls.

"Aria" I softly say. "please move luke" she says. I shut the door and lock it then stand in front of her. I can hear her huff and glare at me. "really!"

I grab her chin and make her look up at me. "look Aria, I'm sorry" I began to say.

"no you look Luke! I was trying to be nice. Now unlock that door and let me go"

"shit" I run my hand thought my hair. "let me fucking talk then I will let you go" I tell her. She shakes her head and sits down. "you see I'm truly sorry. I mean it's was so fucking stupid of me to sleep with another girl. Even if we wernt together. So fucking stupid, I was so drunk because after we fought I was so pissed I went and got so drunk. I know that's no excuse and crap but I'm sooo sorry. Aria I love you. I have never ever told a girl I loved her. I really really love you. These past four days have been shit. Iv missed you so much. your all I think about. I know you may not for give me but all I wanted to tell you was that I love you and I'm sorry." I say opening the door for her.

She slowly gets up and hugs me. It's feels good to feel her in my arms. "Aria" I whisper in her ear.

She slowly pulls away and looks at me.  "luke thats exactily what i wanted to hear.  But i cant. I just cant. im sorry" she says turing around and walking away.

What just happened. No that did not just happen. Fuck.

ARIA'S P.O.V

I cant belive i just did that. just turned away from luke. Honestly i wanted to jump in his arms and kiss him. I cant let him know im weak. He needs to fight for me.

" Aria White" i hear a deep male voice call from behind me. I turn ti see a taller man with dark brown hair walking my way. " Alex?".

"hello nice to finally meet you love." he says with his british accent pulling me into a hug. Well damn hes really handsom. "you to" i smile and pull away from his embrace.

I stand.there like the awkward teenager that i am then i realize I look like a freak. " I have the new set list" i pull out the paper.

"5 songs" he says looking at it. I shake my head and look at the paper and take a look at it. Hearbreak girl, Besides you, Try hard, Out of my limit and, She looks so perfect. Thats a new song. What who wrote that? mmhmm.

"take a seat and enjoy the show with me." he says holding the chair out for me. I take a sheat in the black plush seats. This place is really laid back. There is a bar... tables and booths. A small stage. Its like perfect for them.

"This place is amazing" i gush.

Alex looks at the place then smiles. "its my baby. I love this. Place it would be totally complete when i have an amazing band".

I smile " My boy are that amazing band. trust me".

HEY GUYS!!!! OMFG 2300 READS LET ME TAKE A MOMENT TO SCREAM... AHA SO I KNOW ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I UDATED AND IM SOOO SORRY. I HAD WORK FOR DAYS THEN A REALLY IMPORTANT TRIP THEN SCHOOL STARTED AGAIN. THEN I GOT A NEW PHONE AND I NEEDED TO LEARN HOW TO USES WATPAD ON IT. UGH IM SO BLOND. I LITTERLY REWROTE THIS CHAPTER 3 TIMES. ANYWAYS I'll. TRY MY HARDEST TO UPDATE SUNDAY BUT ITS SO SAD BECASUE THERE IS ONLY 8 CHATERS LEFT BOO SO SAD. WELL THANK YOU GUYS SO FREAKING MUCH I LOVE YOU AL SO MUCH.

R

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