Falling hard.

Chap 45 (maybe luke really loves you)

Niall grabbed me pulling me into his chest.. while i just cried. This isnt even fair. I thought things were all right. .... maybe he really does love me.

"Aria" Niall said looking at a notebook. I siffle and look up at him.

"On here Mikey stoped.. after ashley and it says becasue he feel in love. Maybe luke really loves you and he is stoping for you like mike did for Ashley.". I grabb the notebook and look at the page.

It says... " finish due to the fact of being in love... a one in a life time exception. .. he had a good run. Now he is in love. Praise this love man" aha it looks lke Ashton wrote that.

I sniffle and wipe my tears..."maybe your right. Maybe he really loves me" i say hugging Niall.

"Im always right... you wanna come over and we can have a movie night?!" Niall says and i shake me head.

...

I havent really been in Nialls house since that one time with luke. Im sorta scared to be around them after that. Thakfully nialls dad isnt here but lukes mom is.

"And this is my room. My domain! My cave ahaha"Niall says tossing my clothes on the bed.

"Niall come here!"i hear a female call. "The boss awaits lets go" Niall grabs my hand as we hop down stairs.

" What the fuck is this you always use my good pan for crap and im tired of washing it... oh hello....Aria right".

I try not to laugh at the way she went from being a beast to a sweet angel. "Yes. Hello" say turing to niall who really wants to laugh.

"I thought you and luke were dating" She speeks before she thinks. I can tell because her face drops right after Nialls drops. I honestly cant help but chuckles.

"No mum no matter how much of a babe Aria is. Her and luke are still.... talking? And im with Jada." He laughs and goes to clean the pan.

Fuck niall i guess were.together.

"How is my Lucas. I miss him so much. I dont even understand. " she says so genuine. I feel bad. She looks so sad. I feel bad.

"Hes doing good" i said smiling. I wonder how it feels to know your own 17 year old son hates you. With like a passion.

"Can you just tell him that i love him and" she begans to say before Naill cuts her off. " mum leave her alone. Why even bother geez. By the way shes staying the night." He said . Then he grabbed my hand.

....

We have been watching movies were on movie 7. It's on that awkward sex part. I wonder if Niall is a virgin. "Are you a virgin? " randomly ask him. Not even look ing At him direct.

He clears his throat. "No.i lost that last year... to jada. Are you scared to lose your?"he asked pausing the movie.

"Honestly yes. I mean Lukes and Ashton are both pros at it. And the closest i have ever was kissing... nope i uh Ashton... i he ugh.... yea" i said burrying my face into the pillow.

"He... you him! How come i never knew about this. Dose luke know."

"Well yes. Luke knows. But i stoped him... i didnt go very far.... it really didnt. I dont we had a very fun day and... i dont know its... ugh. "

He sighs... " Aria im your best friend we can literally talk about anything. I mean anything im here for you. Now im tired lets sleep." He says turing off the tv and light.

I know he is my bestfriend and i can trust him this means alot. Even if it was a awkward conversation.

"Cuddle me" he says pulling me closer to him.

...

I can feel my phone viberating. I look at it and its luke.

"Why are you calling at 3 in the moring " i answer.

"You never called me. Are you home?"

" im at nialls"

"Oh... okay come out side. Please."

"Okay ill be there soon " say as he hangs up. Okay that was strangly weird. I just cant explain it.

I quietly left the house and luke was standing outside waiting for me. I have on black sweats a green tank top and my hair.isin a slopy bun. I look like crap but i dont think he cares. I walked up to him and he pulled me into a hug and then he kissed me.

It feels really nice. This is so right. Lips Moving in sync motion. He pulls me in closer. Tell there is no space between us. I pull away gasping for air.

"I love you" he says. Hugging me.

Im not going to tell him that i know about the list. Lets just have this moment and i will bring it up another time.

"I love you to" i say pulling him into me. We stay in that position for a good ten minutes.

"Come with me. I wanna show you something".

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