Falling hard.

Chap 32 (I think im falling for you)

I have been sitting here listing to them have small talk about stupid shit. Honestly It's taking a lot for me not to flip out. But I swear if that stupid fucking dumb ass prick says one more stupid thing to me I might just explode. As we all sit here the maids bring us desert. More stuff to put In my mouth to keep me calmish.

"so Lucas. How's school. You know since you haven't even bothered to talk to us in two years" fucking dumb ass brad. Since I haven't talked to your ass I two fuckng years. "watch what you say brad!" I warn him. One more thing that's it for me. He glares at me. "well sorry I would like to know what's going on in my fucking sons life" he yells.

That it that is fucking it. "I'm not your god damn son you prick" I jump up and hit the table. Both Niall and Aria jump. "you will be once i marry your mother" he also gets up. I fucking hate him so much. "like I give a fuck your not and never will be my fucking father. Get that. Just because you got rid of mine doesn't mean your my new father" I yell. 'Luke" Aria grabs my arm.

I pull her off. "Lucas. You better not start with this shit again!" he yells. " oh I better not huh. Fuck you! Niall Aria want to know why I hate this dumb ass fake family" I ask. They all stare at me. "Luke please don't" my mum ask me. "fuck off. Niall your loving father killed my dad. Yes this great man my mum is marrying killed my father. Not only that" I began, before my mum yelled "get out Luke get out now".

"oh wait here's the good part. He tried to kill me to. And yet the person who gave birth to me is still marrying him. FUCK YOU ALL" then I stormed out. I'm so fucking done. I want to blow up there house. The anger that is inside me now is so powerful I can hurt a whole village. "Luke Luke" Aria comes running after me.

ARIA'S P.O.V

"just get in" he tells me. I do as he says knowing he is not in the best mood if he would of just told me all this stuff I wouldn't have came. How horrible. He did that. Shit he is really swerving. "Luke.. Please" I bed he might just crash if he doesn't slow down. "luke" I grab the steering will. "shit Aria what". "please pull over I will drive" he looks at me and pulls over.

Damn I don't know how to drive in London but its more safer than him driving. He got out handed me the keys and walked away. "Fuck! Shit!"I heard him yell in the distance. I'll just let him get anger out of him. I mean if must be so much to revisit mentally. I need to be there for him and help him. Maybe he will open up to me. He gets in the car and places his hands in his knee and his head in his hands.

We drive in complete silence. "can I come over?" I ask him. No words he shakes his head. We walk up to his dorm and I sit in his bed. He paces his room bitting his lip ring and pulling on his hair. After a good 30 minutes later he sits down.

He sighs " Aria". "yes" I look at him. He looks at me and shakes his head. Gets back up and paces again. I stand up and grab him "Luke. You can tell me anything. I'm here for you. Please you can trust me". We're standing here staring into each others eyes. He grabs my hand as we slowly sit on the bed. "ok. So years ago I visited here after my mum left my dad for brad. Then when I went back. Some random guy started to stock my dad. It was strange but we all thought nothing of it. One day I came back for school and some man in a mask was in my house. He told me he worked with my dad. And he was surprising him. Me being so young believed him. When my dad came home.. I was in my room. I heard his scream. I came running down stairs and that man was stabbing him" he starts to cry.

" I ran over to help him and that guy left. I called the paramedics. I loved my dad so much that's why I chose to live with him not my mum. I helped my dad. He was making it. He wasn't going to die. Then one day brad came to visit him. They were alone when I came back brad left and my dad stopped breathing. I watched him die in front of my eyes. Brad did something to kill him. But being so young I thought nothing of it. After watching my dad die I came to live with my mum. I was a bit depressed because of the death. One day it was only me and brad home. I was on the computer. Brad's email came up and there was a email from a guy saying that Brad needed to pay him for the stabbing. Brad cought me and sent me to my room. I was planning in telling my mum when she got home. I fell asleep and some how the house cought on fire. Brad didn't bother waking me up because he wanted to kill me. I jumped out my window and made it safe. I told my mum she didn't believe me. So I started taking drugs. Any kind you could think of and them Niall got me sent to rehab. Best thing ever. Then I got out and came here. I haven't spoke to them in years because of that. I couldn't take them I hate both of them so much. Now do you get it". He is staring at me. Tears in my eyes. That's horrible I can't imagine a person having to go though that.

"Luke yes I do. I'm so sorry" I pull him into a hug. He pulls me in tighter. "don't feel sorry. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. I mean it happened and now it's over" he mouthed in my hair. "ok" I said back. Knowing that Luke has trust me with this stuff makes this relation ship much stronger. He knows he can trust me and I can trust him. Our bond has grown closer.

"what are you thinking" he asks pulling out of the hug and looking at me. He grabs my chin with his hand and faces up at him. " I'm just happy you could trust me". I seen a smile form on his face. "yes now I can trust you. And Aria you can trust me with anything also. I hope you realize that". I smile and flop down laying in his bed. He does the same right beside me. "this night did not go how I planned" I told him staring up at the ceiling.

He laughed "yes that's true but we got free food. Not crappy food eather it was legit good food.". I slap his arm playfully then laugh " I love how you can make something bad sound so fun". He turns to face me. "I love your laugh." I look at him knowing I'm blushing. "thanks your's is pretty pleasant". "your beautiful" he says. We're now again centimeters apart from each other and I just want to pull him into a kiss.

"thanks". He puts his hand on my face and just stares at me. My lips find there way to his. We kiss slowly this time. It feel so sweet and meaningful. His slow slog kisses turn harder am rougher by the second and I like it. .luke" I say before he places soft bites on my neck." no. We need to stop" I say. He stops as we both catch our breath he flops next to me.

He groans "why" he asks looking at me."I'm not ready I just can't" I sit up. "I'm sorry maybe I should get going". I get up before he grabs my hand and pulls me into his chest. "no. Please stay with... Me.". No I can't stay not at his dorm he usually stays over at mine. No it's a bad idea. "Aria stop over thinking it. Just stay" he tells me. I'm still laying in his chest. I shake my head and he places a small kiss on my forehead.

"wait what can I wear to bed?" I ask staring up at him. "well you can always wear your bra and unders". I shake my head and sit up. "I'll just go back to my" I say before he cuts me off. "no. Stay. Here you can wear my shirt and my uhhh underwear" I crinch my nose at that thought of wearing his under wear. He notices as he gets up and says "at least there clean".

He takes off his shirt and tosses it my way and gets in his dresser and gets out a pair of his underwear. "Mm American apparel underwear. I thought America sucked" I tell him looking at the undies. " well maybe not every thing in America sucks" he winks at me. I give him that look and he covers his head so I can quickly change. His long short makes it look like I only have a the shirt on. It's cute.

"done" I said and jumped on his bed. He grabbed me and pulled me into his. He started to play with my hair and said "Aria. I really like this. I really like you. I think im falling for you" i smile and kiss him. "I'm falling for you to luke".

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