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       I had a lovely Christmas with my family but for some reason all my thoughts kept going back to Younghyun. I usually met him almost everyday and I realised over the last few weeks although we had been together, I couldn't say I was missing him too much. It was almost a relief to not be afraid that he would drop me for someone else.. I felt oddly relaxed in my days without him. I missed him of course at them same time and I couldn't wait to see him again, I hoped he was feeling the same way.
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                                                        Abi
                      Hey what time are we
                          meeting tomorrow?

Younghyun
Oh Abi I know we had
plans but Sungjin got
us a show in a bar in
town and we really cant let this opportunity go is it OK if we do that another time? But will you come watch pls, I need to
see you

                                                        Abi
                     Oh I mean I understand                           we can go another time         
                            time x and of course  
                                            I'll watch!

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        As I read over the messages again I couldn't help but tear up a bit. Why did he pass me off like it didn't matter?  But I completely understood and it made sense. This was important, day6 was important, his friends were important. I didn't admit to him I was pissed, I'd still get to see him after all. I texted my friend Jimin to come with me to his gig. I'd still have fun and I'd still get to see him so I'd just have to get over the stupid ice skating.
                   
  The next day at his show I did have a good time I danced with Jimin and I enjoyed watching Younghyun play and sing. He was so ridiculously happy to be on stage and everyone at the gig seemes to really enjoy their performance. Younghyun came straight to me when he was finished, he pulled me into a hug and scattered kisses all over my face, "I missed you."

             We walked together on the way home, close for warmth, my hand in his. "My parents are leaving again, so I'm throwing together a new years party, you know we need to be together so you can be my midnight kiss." He winked. I couldn't help but laugh at his slightly cringy invitation. He was too sweet. "Of course." I leaned on his shoulder.

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