chapter 19

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we arrived the the studio a little while ago so we can get ready for the finale and our performance. we are performing back to you by louis and bebe and i'm so excited!
i still have my youtube channel and i haven't posted in a while, i decide to vlog the night, well what i can. i'm probably going to be exploding, internally and externally, so it might be a little hard to record.
we all get dressed and wear outfits containing white and black to match the boys. right now, we are separated from the boys since we are all getting ready.
jay has been texting me, keeping me updated on where he is and right now he is waiting outside with his family, cam, bloom, butcher, miles, and jon. i can't wait to see all of them!
i am given a white body suit and dark shiny capris to wear for the night.

i go to a mirror to show my outfit for the video

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i go to a mirror to show my outfit for the video.
"girls come in my video!" i scream and they all hop in and say hi. we, as in all the girls, gather together in our room, do a quick warm up and run through the song. when we finish, we go into the boys' dressing room while they are still getting ready. once i find michael, i throw my arms around him.
"babe!" i say.
"hey love! pop a squat" he says patting his lap.
"holy shit this is so high up" i say laughing, struggling to get up.
"babe you're just vertically challenged" he says laughing with me.
"funny funny. now, michael," i say, holding my camera with one hand and sticking my hand out with an imaginary microphone in the other.
"how do you feel?" i ask, trying to hold in my laugh.
"i feel good, it's a little unsettling knowing three out of the eight of us are going home." he says speaking into my hand.
"thank you very much for your time mr. smith" i say, ending the video for right now.
"i'm so excited to hear your name get called" i say smiling.
"for real though, i actually have no idea who's gonna be in it. well, i mean, chance definitely will but other than that it's anyone's game honestly. i'm so anxious my hands are sweating" he says with a nervous tone.
"babe you're gonna do amazing tonight and i know you're gonna make it in the band i have no doubts in my mind" i say reassuringly, grabbing his hand.
"i'll be right back i really need to pee" i say jumping off his lap as i hear him chuckle. fun fact, i don't have to pee. i felt my phone vibrate on my lap when i was with michael and i'm 99% sure its jay. and when i check my phone, i figure out i'm right.

jay : hey g we are gonna come inside the boys dressing room in like five minutes if u can can u record it
giuliana : yeah sure! i'm vlogging for yt so ill get it on that camera
jay : and do you know where nic
jay : tysm g
giuliana: yeah she's in the girls dressing room i'm with the boys in theirs come in here first then we'll figure out how to suprise nic
jay : okay thank you so much ❤
giuliana : ❤
i walk out of the bathroom and get my camera ready. i see michael fixing his hair in the mirror so i probably won't see me.
i see the top of jay's head so i start to record.
miles and jay pop up behind michael and pretend to fix their hair and michael's expression brightens. once i record their hugs, i run over to them. i throw my arms around both jay and miles and squeeze them really tight.
"say hi to my vlog" i say pointing to my camera.
"hi vlog" miles says smiling and i stop recording. we spend a few more minutes together deciding on how to suprise nicolette until they go say a hi to a few more boys.
"conor i'm gonna go get nic kay?" i ask.
"sounds good"
i run next door and get nic. since i'm mean and so is everyone else, we are pretending something bad happened.
"nic! nic!" i say looking worried while grabbing her arm.
"g what happened" she replies looking scared.
"the stylist was fixing up chance's hair and cut him on the face badly with the razor and you're good with this stuff and we need help" i say frantically. i know it was a bullshit answer but i'm terrible at lying and if it was anything bigger, i would spill.
"oh my god okay lets go" she says running into their dressing room.
"chance are y-" nic screams worriedly, until she sees who is next to chance.
"you asshole!" nic says to me while jumping onto jay. i giggle watching them and go over to them since brooklyn is also there.
"hi chance, hi brooky!" i say picking her up and hugging her.
"hi gools!" brooklyn says to me in the cutest voice ever.
"jules say hi to my live" chance says pointing to his phone.
"hey guys! are you guys excited for tonight?" i say asking everyone and responses pool in. i see people commenting out brooklyn, their top five, the finale obviously, and jay and nicolette since they are in the background. i talk to the live, brooklyn and chance for a little while longer and then return to michael once i put brooklyn down.

"babe when do you have to go?" i ask michael, referring to when he has to get ready for the opening.
"like now" he says laughing.
"oh shit okay well i love you, you're gonna kill it, you're #1, and you're gonna make it in and your so handsome and i love you and i'll see you in a little while" i say smiling with my hands on his shoulders as he pulls me in closer with his hands on my waist.
"i love you i love you i love you i can't wait to see you perform" he says then giving me a quick kiss and then goes to get to his place. since we are performing right after the backstreet boys, we also have to get backstage. we do a shake down counting from eight and then line up. we perform it three different times for different camera angles and each time it's just as fun! the crowd is so loud and it's so enjoyable. once we finish, we head back to where we will be during the show.
all the girls are kind of separated, some of us standing with kaitlyn and erica and some of us sitting with emma, presley and aspen. i go next to kaitlyn and erica with nicolette, kaylee, ellie and a few other girls on the other side of me. i decide to vlog the rest on my phone since i think it's slightly less obnoxious. once the live taping starts, it really hits me.
the future of my boyfriend will be determined in less than an hour.

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