Clash Of The Hearts

Chapter 22: Breaking Up?

Heidi's POV

Harry and I find a spot under an old oak tree, "What do you want to talk about?" I ask him looking down at the ground, "I was wondering, how do you feel about all of this?" I look up at Harry meeting his blue eyes, "All of what?" I ask giving him a strange look, "About the new arrivals." I let out a sigh, understanding what he was talking about, "I am happy that my brother is here, but as for the rest of them, I could do without Quinn, Winter, and especially Chelsea." Harry let's out a laugh, "What about JR?" I roll my eyes at him, "JR I can deal with, the others not so much." He nods his head, "How are you feeling about them?" I am very interested in what he will say about a certain one. "I don't trust them being here as far as I can throw JR." I could help but let out a laugh of my own, "Well, that isn't far." Harry smiles at me, "That is the point." Anyone could feel the awkward tension between Harry and I, "What about Chelsea being here?" Harry's eyes went wide, "Why would you ask me that?" I take a step away from him, "Maybe because I know that you two have a past, or should I remind you of the night you went to the diamond smile tavern, and didn't leave till the next afternoon." Harry didn't say a word, "I know what happened that night, and that is why I asked you the question." Harry let of a long breath, "Okay, yes it's true, but that is in the past, but heart belongs to you." I scoff at him, "Your heart belongs to a girl that you yelled at and accused of not knowing who I am, I know exactly who I am and where I come from, but the different is that I am trying to be better than I was." I snap at him; my anger was starting to get the best of me. "I didn't mean to yell at you earlier today." Harry say in a low tone, "Then, why did you?" I get closer to his face, "I was pissed off that you would believe Yzla over me." I could feel anger starting to dissolve, I can't stay angry at Harry for very long, it's a curse. "Harry, everything Yzla said was true." Harry's hands pull up, "I had a good reason for each one of those accusations." Harry's says through gritted teeth, "Just because you have a reason, doesn't make it the right thing to do." Harry's hands clench tighter, "Maybe I am not cut out for this lifestyle, I try and try, but no matter how hard I try, it doesn't work, I slip one way or another." I place my hand in his and intertwine our fingers, ""Harry, you think I don't have times where I want to punch someone, or yell at people, or just forget all of this and go back to the Isle? Believe me I have had those moments more times than I care to admit." Harry looks at me with a shocking expression but a smile on his face, "Then why don't you give it?" I let out a deep sigh, "Because right as I am about to give in, Ally or someone else that cares about me steps in a reminds me of the person I want to be instead of the person I was." Harry is quite for a moment, "I guess I don't have someone like that." This makes my start laughing, "Harry, you have a couple of people like that in your life." Harry gives me a very questionable look, "You have you little sister CJ, she looks up to you, you have to set a good example for her, there is Lonnie and Lil Shang, you have to show them that you deserve to be on the ROAR team, and most of all Harry, you had me." Harry notices the specific word I just used, "Had?" Harry actually sounds sad, "Harry I love you, but I think you need time to figure out what you really want to do." Harry grips him hand in his, "I know that I need you in my life." It is starting to become harder not to break down, "That isn't what I mean, what I mean is you need to reevaluate if Auradon is worth trying to change for, or is the Isle as good as it will ever get." I can feel the tears in my eyes threating to fall, "When you figure that out, let me know." I give Harry one small kiss on cheek, "Are we breaking up?" Harry asks in a tone so low that I almost didn't hear him, "We are not breaking up, we are just taking some time to be apart, so we can fix what is wrong with us." Harry got so angry that he flung his fist at the tree behind me. Harry's fist was only inches from the side of my face, "So, it's either I change who I am, or you break up with me?" I am still a little shaken up by his fist being so close to my face, "We both have things we need to work on." Harry let out an angry hiss, "Maybe I will just go see what Chelsea is up to." I could fight it anymore, that was the straw that broke up, tears start falling from my eyes and rolling down my cheek. "See, unlike you, Chelsea likes me for who I am, maybe this is the wakeup call I needed, the Harry I was trying to be is dead, I back to my old self again, only this time I am going to be more destructive, and more sadistic then I ever was on Isle. Harry walks off shoving one freshmen out of his way, and tossing another one. I look though my blurry vision as Harry walks out of sight.