Clash Of The Hearts

Chapter 36: Emotional Talk

Heidi's POV

"Am I in trouble?" I ask sitting in one of the chairs near the desk, "No, you are not in trouble, but I do want to ask you something that I thought would be better in privet then in front of everyone." Ben starts as he sits on the end of his desk. I look Ben with a strange look, I wasn't sure where he was going with this. "I just want to know how you are feeling about your brother's part in all of this?" My eyes fell to the floor, "How do you think I feel Ben? He lied to me about everything, the whole time he has been here has been nothing but one big lie." Ben tried to reach out to me but I pulled away, ""How could he do that to me? I am his little sister, I am supposed to be able to trust him." I could help the tears that fell from my eyes, Ben wraps his arms around my shoulders, "I feel like I have lost everything I have ever held close to me, I feel alone even if I am surrounded with friends and people who care about me." Ben shakes his head at me, "You have a lot of people that care about you, I promise you that." I smile a little at Ben, "Knowing that he has lied is worse than me just blindly trusting him, I can't help but feel like I am back on Isle calling and screaming for just one person to hear me but no one ever does." Ben got up and stands in front of me, "Heidi listen to me, you are not on the Isle, and I will do everything in my power to make sure that you never go back there ever again." I hug Ben tightly, "My world is disappearing underneath my feet and I am falling with no one there to catch me." Ben pulls out of the hug and smiles a big smile, "You have plenty of people that will be here to catch you in the end." I let out a little laugh, "What about your feelings about Harry?" That is the question I knew Ben would ask, "I am not sure how I feel about Harry right now." I turn my back to Ben, "I don't believe that, I believe you know exactly what you feel." I keep my back to Ben, "He said that he would always be there for me." ben stays quiet, "He wasn't there when I needed someone to talk to, He wasn't there when my doubts were starting to get to me again, He didn't come to my rescue like he always does, and If he really loved me like he says, then why would be turn his back on me and throw away everything we had." I hear Ben takes a few steps towards me, "Maybe you are better off without him, maybe it's a good thing that he is going back to the Isle." I wipe my head around, "No, you are just like everyone else, the only thing Harry knows is what he his family and people closes to him taught him, but there is more than one side to him." Ben just looks at me with a look that shows a million questions going through his mind, "To the people of the Isle he is the son of Captain Hook and first mate to Uma's crew, and he hurts people that are different then him just to make himself feel better." Ben nods his head, "That sounds like the Harry Hook I have come to know." I let out a sigh, "But no one sees him like me, to me he is a hero, he gives me strength when I am at my lowest, he has a way to do things that people would think of never doing." I smile as I think of Harry, "That makes me wonder, can you go against Harry or your brother if it comes to that?" I never thought about that, "I am not sure, I have never had to fight against Hadie or Harry." Ben looks at me with complete shock, "Hadie and I would have sibling fights, but nothing to serious, and as for Harry and I, we never had to come to blows." Ben sighs, "That makes me a little worried." I shake my head, "Don't worry about it, I will put my personal feelings aside if it comes to war." I can see the uncertainly in Ben's eyes, "I am trusting you to do that." I nod my head, "So, have you chosen you will be going to the shack and who will be trying to find the hidden entrance?" Ben smiles a bright smile, "I think I have everything figured out, but I would like you to look it over just to be sure." I look at him with total surprise, "Ben, shouldn't Evie, Christyn, Cory, or even Laurel look at that?" Ben sits on the desk in front of me, "Normally yes I would ask them, but I would like you to do it." I take the paper off the desk and read it over, "I think this could work." I hand the paper back to him. "We should get going, I need to round up everyone and fill them in on the rest of the plan." Before Ben opened the door, he turns and looks at me, "Heidi, do you still have hope that Harry will change his mind of fighting with 'The Order'." I sigh and mess with the finger that his ring would been on, "All I can do is have hope." Ben places his hand on my shoulder as I look up into his eyes, "There is nothing wrong with having hope, hope is like having the brightest light in the darkest of times." I roll my eyes a little, "Okay enough with the goody speeches, we have people to save." Ben opens the door and lets me go first with him behind me as we make our way outside to the others.