i'll try to save you//dan smith

XII

dan: w-when did you find out a-about that?

kyle: the party, she hates herself so she destroys her body

dan: b-but her body is perfect

kyle: mmmmhmm

i was overcome with so much worry and sadness i couldn't handel myself

dan: why did you wait so fucking long to tell me?

kyle: i thought she would be strong enough to tell you

dan: WELL OBVIOUSLY FUCKING NOT

kyle: calm down

dan: no! i won't "calm down". do you wanna know something? yea? i told max that you used to ho around

he gasped

kyle: no you fucking didn't

dan: yea, i did

kyle began to fling himself at me. i step out of the car, so does kyle.

kyle: you know, i regret telling you anything. i knew you couldn't handle it. you're just a freak dan. that's what you are, a fucking freak

i walk away, tearing up a bit

sure i may get pissed but i'm still sensitive at times

somehow i manage to find my house and i storm upstairs, on my way i catch joy walking out her door 'all spiffed up'

joy's pov

he's been crying, his red eyes wander up and down my body. we're frozen, staring at each other. a tear rolls down dan's cheek

dan: i-is it true?

joy: is wha-

he grabs my arm, i pull away

dan: joy let me see!

joy: no!

he tries once again to grab my arm, i smack his tear-stained cheeck

he gasps

we freeze once again

joy: i-i-i'm so sorry, yo-

he inhales deeply, then quickly grabs my arm again. i try to shove him off. he pins me up against his door, and begins to unroll my sleeve

joy: dan no! don't

it was too late, my eyes were filled with tears and dan's mouth gaped open. he ran is thumb along the many raised scars. he puts his hands on my shoulders

dan: why do you do this joy?!

joy: i don't know!

dan: of course you know why!

we both scream at each other, and a tall man comes running over to us

man: you guys alright up here?

joy: n-

dan covers my mouth, cutting me off

dan: yea, we're good

i hear footsteps as the he walks away. i bite dan's finger

dan: ow! why are you hurting me? i'm trying to help you?

joy: that's the thing, people like you don't help people like me

dan: wow okay, you're gonna go with the rexie answer today

joy: i'm not a rexie you dick! have you seen me? i'm massive

i try to shove him away but he stands his ground

dan: stop

joy: stop what?

dan: stop thinking that you are some terrible obese monster when you're really not

joy: i can't! i've been on that mindset for years! 'skinny is better' 'boys will like you if you're thin'

dan: who the fuck told you that?

joy:...

dan: who?!

joy: dylan.

more tears stream down my face, i try once again to leave dan's hold of me. but this time he lets me go

an- okay this one is really short, sorry! at first this chapter was apart of the previous one but i felt like it would be a bit intense for them to be together, so i just split them :) -holly