XXII

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by holilith

by holilith

joy's pov

we get back to our flats, that's when Dan invites me in for a drink. I sit down on his couch, the only thing illuminating the room is the moonlight outside. It's dark blue hues shine down on the two glasses filled with red wine.

"I decided to crack open this beaut" he says as he plops down next to me on the couch, the seat dipping in as he sits. He hands me a glass and I quickly sip a bit. Dan is still on the rush of winning, I'm so proud of him. The way he made me feel as he stared deep into my eyes was strange, I've never felt it before. I think I liked it though

After a few more drinks, Dan and I were talking complete nonsense. We had been on the topic of sex after he showed me a song related to it

Dan giggled as he prepared himself to ask the next question, "so...what's your favourite position?" I laugh loads before lighting another cigarette and mumbling a simple "I don't know". He looks disappointed with my answer though and scoots closer to me on his grey couch. He places his hand on my shoulder and begins to stroke my arm, "What are you talking about? You're not a virgin are you?" I laugh a bit more, even though I'm a tad uncomfortable, he's never been this close to me before. Except that one time in his car before that shit-show of a party.

"No, I'm not a virgin" I laugh. Dan's hands start to go further down to the hem of my shirt. I know he's drunk, and I know I'm drunk. It's almost 1am but I'm craving a taste of him. His lips connect to my neck and he mumbles little things between kisses

"Lemme show you my favourite position" Dan says as he lays me down on the couch and takes off my belt. He has a smirk plastered on his face as he tosses it somewhere in the room. His hands wander to my zipper, that's when I grab them

"Dan I don't think I wanna do this, it's late an-" He cuts me off by placing a finger to my lips

"shhh...please just give me this one time. It's all I need, I know you get insecure all the time and you shouldn't, just please joy. For me?" Just now I realize that he's straddling me

"I haven't shaved in a while, so I don't think you'll want that" I say, Dan shakes his head

"You really think I'd care? Sure it's not really preferred, but right now I just care about getting in you" Dan seems oddly calm,I mean given the circumstances you'd think he'd be a nervous wreck but he really does change when it comes to sex

an- lmao sorry to the 10 people who actually read this trash, but I just needed to get a chapter out. Expect some poorly written smut in the next chapter