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She chose Plants vs

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She chose Plants vs. Zombies over me.

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We're singing now

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(I'm on the XC bus going home if you haven't guessed.)

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Okay now I'm gonna be honest with you...

I've had a really bad week. I've just been feeling down lately. I've snapped at anyone for the slightest things and then immediately feel guilty but I know it's not helping. Plus I've been up to ten or eleven each night doing homework, forgotten more of it, and am terrified that my parents are gonna find out. I'm not doing well in cross-country, and I'm pretty sure some of my friends are mad at me. I've been trying to fix it all but I don't know how. My younger sister's (not solangelo_ships. This one doesn't have Wattpad.) birthday is today and I'm not even there to celebrate it. I got her a present but I'm afraid she won't like it. I feel like I've been just failing at everything I do lately. Last year, I had all very high A's and never ever missed homework. I was on varsity all year last year, and this year I was only on it for the first couple meets. This year I'm a mess and I feel like I shouldn't ask other people to help because they have their own problems and don't need mine too, but at the same time I know I probably need it. I've thought about suicide so many times this week, it's getting really bad. Please help me.

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How have you guys been? Hopefully better than I have? PM me if you need to talk.

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