Regret

CHAPTER 2.

When I wake up it's the first thing I can think about. I love evey movement he does and everything he says. He's always so right but so wrong at the same time. I love the way he laughs and the way he lose his temper. I like sitting on the bench at my school and watch every movement he does and when he is looking back at me, the only reaction I do is to look away. It's my favourite thing when I catch him starring at me.  For a second I think that he wanted to see what I am doing. But this is impossible because he already has a girlfried. She is so beautiful and so sweet but the things she does behind his back is the most hurtful thing a girl can do to a boy which love her with all his heart. Yeah, he is so in love with her.

'Miss, Evans. I think that you need to be more careful while I teach because it will be difficult enough for you to fill the gaps for the exams' Mr Adams said to me and got me out of my though about.. Liam.

'Sorry Mr. Adams. I'm just not feeling so well today and if you don't mind I need to go out a bit because I feel like..' when I was about to stand up I felt so dizzy so I fell on my chair.

'Are you alright Mrs Evans?' he asked me.

'I'm fine. I just want to go out for a few minutes' I say again.

'Okay. You can go. Liam, go out with her.' Mr. Adams said and I was too weak to react otherwise I would fight to be alone or at least with Ella.

When I got out I ran to the bench and left Liam behind without caring if he was offened. He wouldn't mind either for me so what's the point? He reached the bench and sat down without saying a word. Rude enough not to ask how I am. Whether you hate someone or not it's nice to ask if they are okay.

'So, what's the matter?' he finally breaks the ice.

'I felt dizzy' I tell him rolling my eyes.

'Why?' he insists.

'I don't know' It goes so good so far. He hasn't attacked me yet.

'Are you sure you're okay?' I turn to face him. Okay. I didn't expect him to be serious.

'Yes, Liam. I just need to be in a quiet place.' I fire back. 

'I think you should talk more like a girl, Megan.' He says really offened. Well, he is right. I started this, this time.

'You're right, Liam. We can talk later, can't we?' I tell him unsure for his answer.

'Haha no?! Who told you I wanna talk to you?' He says while laughing.

'So, what you think that you're doing 5 minutes now?' I ask trying not to shout. We are outside of so many classes.

'Adams said to come with you so I did it. If I had the right to say 'no' I would have said it, trust me.' He says looking away.

'Leave me alone, please. I just can't have my headache and you. It's too much to handle.'

'I was about to go, anyway. I will go to play football with the lads over there. See you.' he said and left running.

I felt so happy. I finally talked with him without fighting. I watch him running and chasing the ball like it's the only thing he wants to live with. He seems to love playing football. If I ever was his girlfriend I would learn playing football only to have him telling me that he is better than me. That's what he is doing all time, he says to everyone how good he is at it and at everything. Telling the truth, he is so perfect. He might be rude sometimes but when he wants it he is a real angel that fell from the heaven.

'You are always thoughtful like this, you silly?' a girlf with purple hair asks.

'Excuse me?!' I say. What was that?